The Choice -minizerk AU-

18

Josh's P.O.V.

I sat on the ledge right near the window. Today it was raining and Freya had to go out for her job. It's only been two days and I miss Simon so much. So unbelievably much.

I just want to see his beautiful smile. I want to hear him laugh. I want to talk about random things. I want to play video games with him. I want to watch movies and laugh at all the stupid moments. I want someone to be there. No one is here. Freya is probably going to go out all the time. I just want Simon.

I picked up my phone and felt like the biggest idiot as I looked up minizerk on Tumblr. It was when I saw a video of Simon and I hugging at the game that I had truly broke down.

At this moment in time I realized that I made the biggest mistake.

Tabi 🐈: so Simon just told us that he loves you and I told him you feel the same way, he won't talk to any of us and he is locked inside of his room. What do I do?

ZRK: he, he said he loved me?!?!

Tabi 🐈: that is besides the point Josh

ZRK: no it's not, I'm coming home Tobi, I'm coming home

I said throwing my phone on the bed and grabbing my laptop. The closest flight that I could get was for tonight, granted the fact that it would be a crappy seat in between two others, I had to go for it. I ordered the ticket and started to pack all of my things as fast as I could. Once I finished I grabbed a piece of paper and started to write a note:

Dear Freya,

I'm sorry that things ended up this way, but I've come to realization. I love Simon, the time that I had phase you were there for me and I thought I was wrong, to like my best friend, but until this moment in time I realized that I love Simon. I love Simon more than anyone. I love you Freya, but as a friend. I was so afraid of breaking your heart that I was willing the hurt myself and Simon. I'm sorry Freya, I hope you will understand and I hope that we can still be friends.

Love, Josh

I got up and put the note on the counter and grabbed my bag and ran outside getting a taxi as fast as I could.

I'm coming home Simon, I'm coming home.

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A/N: so I know these chapters are quite short but they are just getting you hyped up for the climax, the moment you've all been waiting for. I hope you are excited as I am to writing it. I will be uploading another chapter that will also only have this amount of writing. So that means chapter 20 is going to be the big chapter. So that might come out tomorrow depending on how it works out. So yeah, bye!