The Choice -minizerk AU-

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Josh's P.O.V.

"You made the right choice Josh." Simon said as I felt myself break down on the inside.

"You are only saying that because you are the one that I fell in love with. I left her with just a note, a fucking note Simon, here I am moving on while God knows how she feels. I'm a jerk and absolute asshole for leaving her like that." I said standing up and I felt so frustrated.

"First off, that relationship wasn't going to work because you are in love with me. Secondly, she would've held you back and tried to make your relationship work even though there was nothing to go off of. I don't get why you are getting mad at me."

"Because I love you, I love you so uncontrollably much and it makes me go crazy. I broke up with someone over a note to be with you. I would do anything for you. I got hit by a fucking car for you. I just, I just....I don't know. I thought that once I came that we would be happy and it doesn't feel like that and I feel like the reason is because I need to talk to Freya. What I did was wrong and I need to make it up to her." I said walking past him on the stairs.

"Can you at least finish talking to me?"

"No I need to do this or else I won't feel right doing what I want to do to you." I said winking at him as I closed my door and turned or my Skype.

"Oh come on, that was wrong." He said whining.

"Don't worry I'll make it up for you in Napa." I said as I just heard him groan.

"You little fucking jerk." He said as I heard foot steps.

"I love you." I yelled as he just stomped his feet even louder.

The call started to ring as she soon answered.

"Hey! I thought you would never call me." She said smiling, which made me happy.

"Yeah, it's been weird and a lot has happened. I felt bad about how I left with just a note." I said before she cut me off.

"Stop that, I'm happy you did leave with a note. You made the right choice, you love Simon, you always have since the moment that you two met.  I would have held you back and then our relationship would just go down, we would end up having to get divorced and I guess what I am trying to say, I'm happy. I'm happy we broke up that way and I am happy that you finally call me and I hope that we are still friends." She said making me feel so much better from everything.

"Thank you so much for that." I said as she just laughed.

We ended up just talking about everything that has happened and just enjoyed each others companies. It made me feel so much better about everything.

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"Hey." I said standing at Simon's door frame.

"How'd it go?" He said turning to me from his chair.

"It went well, like really well." I said sitting down on his bed.

"That's really good. Does this mean you can finally move on?" He asked sitting down next to me.

"Yes, I can finally move on." I said laughing as he pushed me down and we just cuddled on his bed.

He was perfect and he was all mine.