It's been freaking hours and we still haven't gotten to the hotel yet. Ugh. Oh my god I am so frustrated right now. Not only have I had to deal with Romans terrible attitude. Something else was wrong with me. I was horny as hell. I don't know why. Ever since Roman pressed himself up against me before we left I've been sexually turned on. The thoughts of all the times we used to have sex was clouding my brain. I tried to put in head phones and listen to music to block it all out but it's like every fucking song that came on was about sex and reminded me of Roman.
And then here dean was driving beside me. So another thing I had to think about was our threesome. God if only that could happen again. The only person who wasn't on my mind was Seth. Or not sexually anyways. He was still on my mind. It bothered me to think about what was going on in his mind right now considering he hasn't said a single world since we left.
Roman however wouldn't fucking shut up. He would make stupid comments, rude comments, irrelevant comments, sexual comments. It was killing me.
Finally what seemed like someone would never say. Seth spoke up and said "Dean can we stop at the gas station? I need to piss." He said and Dean nodded and agreed. He pulled into the gas station and they quickly got out the car. Leaving me and Roman.
I signed loudly. Louder then I meant to do. Roman hasn't said anything in a while so maybe he had fallen asleep.
"Something bothering you?" He asked.
"I'm fucking horny." I mumbled before I could even realize what words just came out of my mouth. "Wait no, no I didn't mean to say that."
"Hm?" He asked
"I mean I did mean to say that...but not really its one of those things where it's in your head and you don't mean to say it but it comes out anyways like word vomit and then-
"AJ!" He yelled and I quickly shut my mouth.
"I'm sorry. Things are just awkward." I mumbled quietly.
"You know when you don't shut up what that reminds me of?" He asked me.
"What?"
"The day I first met you. You wouldn't shut your pretty little mouth up about walking into my lockeroom. And you kept going on and on and on and on until eventually I had to shut you up myself." He explained. I sat and thought about it. The first time we had sex. It made me smile but made my stomach turn at the same time. Wow how my life would've been different if I hadn't of met him.
"I remember that." I said quietly.
"Me too. And all those other times I fucked your pretty little pussy and made you mine, made you scream my name over and over again." Roman said. He was teasing me, he was doing it on purpose.
"Roman." I said. All of me wanted to let him fuck me. All of me wanted to feel him inside of me again. But I stopped myself.
"Yes babygirl?" He asked making it harder and harder.
"Those days are over. Let them go because they won't happen again..ever." I said sternly. Thought I wanted them to happen again I needed to put down my foot for once and tell him no. He needs to stop getting his way.
"Whatever." He mumbled. I didn't say another word to him. I just stayed in my seat still frustrated until Dean and Seth got back in the car.
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Does anyone even still read this book?? If so, can someone tell me what they would like to see? Do you want more smut? because I can most defiantly do that.
Blah there will be smut next chapter I PROMISE! I know I said that last chap but shit happened and oh whale I wanted to do this instead to lead to the S M U T. Expect a lot of smut next, like the whole chapter to be smut. I'm gonna try my best to make it long as possible.
I'm still horny.
I stay horny 24/7
If anyone wants to help me with that hmu.
JKJK kids I'm totally kidding.
....not really.
ANYWHO. I hope you enjoyed this chap. Loveeeee you little sinful readers💗🙂
