He smashed his lips onto mine and for about 2 minutes it felt like we were the only people in the world. Like time had frozen around us and all that mattered in that moment was me and him. But then reality kicked in, the pain seeped back into my heart and I felt as if Roman could feel all of my pain and hurt as he kissed me because I felt something wet hit my nose and I opened my eyes to see tears flowing out of his eyes. Something I never in a million years would ever see. And that's Roman reigns cry.
He didn't stop, and I didn't stop kissing him. Through this kiss I wanted him to know how much I was hurting on the inside, how much he had hurt me. What seemed like forever, Roman finally pulled away.
Romans point of view.
I could feel all of it. Every single feeling and emotion that was inside of her. She was so sad, she was so hurt and it was all because of me. I'm glad Seth told her because I wouldn't of had the guts to do it. All this time she probably thinks I was only playing her when that's so far from the truth. This whole time I've been loving her. If it was just a bet to me, I would've quit right after I did it. I didn't even take the money from them.
She means so much more to be then to some stupid bet. She isn't just a game, she's the woman I love. I know there was only one thing I could do to fix this. So I manned up, and got on one knee in front of her. On this dirty ass street corner with nobody around and only the sound of cars passing buy.
She looked down at me, I could tell her mind wasn't processing what was happening but eventually she would catch on.
"Aj.." I spoke softly. "I know this doesn't fix everything, and I'm not trying to just to make you forgive me, though I want you to forgive me, I know it'll be a long time for that to happen. And I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get your trust again. And I'm willing to wait a long time. I'm willing to wait years and years for you just to make up your mind on what you want. All I know is for the rest of my life I'm only going to want one girl and that is you. April. You and me, together, forever. I want to make you smile when you need it, I wanna be the shoulder you cry on when you're sad, I want to make love to you every night and then wake up to see you playing with our kids, I want to grow old with you Aj, and I want to love you for the rest of my life. So do me the honors of being my wife, please." I pleaded as I held out the ring I had just bought her.
I stared into her dark eyes as they were glossed over with tears. She nodded softly but surely as I stood up quickly taking her into my arms. I spun her around as I kissed her lips passionately and softly.
Never breaking away.
