Someday, you'll look back at these days, and all this pain is gonna be invisible.
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"You really want me to answer that?"
"Yes. Just so you could remember the Sasura you are."
"Right. But no. Can't you see? The Sasura you knew is useless."
"The new you is the one who's useless. You think everything will be the way it was when you change? The old you is better."
She didn't speak. Because she knew he was right. It wouldn't change anything. But for her, the old her was just another useless human being. But she couldn't deny the fact that what she was doing was useless. But she wanted this. She did.
Her tears streamed down her face as she covered it with her hands. Kimaru automatically wrapped his arms around her. He didn't care if he gets wet because of her tears, all he wants is her to be okay.
"You'll get through this. I'll be with you." Kimaru whispered through her ears as he stroke her hair.
"I just want to see him, Kim." She said between her sobs.
Yes, she really loves him. She would do anything for that person. Kimaru let out a sigh and was having second thoughts if he's going to say words.
Words that he knows will hurt her. But she needs to face reality.
"I know. But... But he's already dead."
And with that, Sasura cried more.
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"Where are you going?!"
"I'm going to see someone." He said as he started walking away.
He needs to see her. He needs to talk to her. He needs to feel her. He needs her.
He mentally cursed as he was stuck in traffic. He doesn't know why he's feeling this way. He should be happy right? He should be happy for his friend. But why is he feeling angry?
"Keep yourself together, Kai."
He said to himself. He took a U-turn and went to a mall instead. He needs to freshen up a little. He first went to a shoe store. And once he took a glimpse of the store his head ached.
"Too much stress." He groaned.
Then suddenly,Sasura popped into his mind. He didn't know but he started running to his car and started the engine and went straight to the hospital.
He was about to completely open the door but he decided to take a peek first. What he saw? Sasura crying in Kimaru's arms, as Kimaru lovingly comforts her.
He slowly walked back and sat at the chairs a few meters away from her room. He placed both his hands in his face as he breathed deeply.
"Great. Just great! Maybe they got back together."
He angrily stood up and went back to his car. He punched the steering wheel making his anger slowly fade away.
"And then again, what's wrong with that?"
He decided to go home. There was no one in their house. He was about to go up to his room but he saw the box his mother owns near the stairs.
Curiosity killed him so he went near it and opened it. He was shocked to see pictires of him with a bunch of people. He was smiling ear to ear.
And as he picked up some pictures a paper fell and it says, "Happy Birthday, bro! Remember that we're always here for you ;)"
He tried to remember when that happened and who the guys he is with. But he can't even remember a thing about that day.
