I'm losing myself to my mind everyday.
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INOJI
I don't know what to do. She left. She left me again. I tried to chase her. I tried to get her back. But it seems like the world is repelling me to do so.
All I could do was watch her walk away. I waited for her to look back. I waited, and I waited until she has faded from my sight. She didn't look back.
"Sasura..." I whispered.
I'm still here at the beach house. Rochi and the others kept on calling me but I never bothered to answer any of it.
Everything still feels so surreal. I can't accept the fact that she's dying. I mean, she's dying!
If only I had told her sooner. Maybe I would've still changed her mind. Maybe she would still fight. Maybe...just maybe.
Maybe we could be happy.
"Why now?" I murmured to myself.
SHINAN
I wonder what happened to those two. They're not answering any of our calls or text! I hope they're okay.
"Hey, Shinan." Tsuya called out.
"Yes?"
"Aren't Sasura and Kai --- I mean Inoji, going to leave already this weekend?"
"Already?!" Rochi exclaimed.
"Yeah, I just remembered."
That fast? I mean, it felt like they've only been here for days. Couldn't they stay a little longer?
"Aren't they coming here to see us then?" I asked.
"Oh, Shinan. Just let them be for now. They should be enjoying themselves by this time." Rochi answered.
"I guess..."
I guess we'll just see them the day after. I wish they're both alright.
VASH
"Are you finished?" I bluntly asked.
"No, I am not finished. How dare you speak to me like this. I'm still your father! I don't care how mad you are but you can never change the fact that I am your father!"
"That's bullshit!" I shouted as I punched him in the cheek.
I can't believe the words I'm actually hearing right now. Father? He still has the guts to call himself that?! What father leaves his family, controls his family, and hurts his family?
"Stop it!" Xenovia shouted, crying
"You were never a father. You hurted me. You hurted Xenovia and most especially you hurted mom! How can you call yourself a father?"
