Short Poems [Book #1]

I Hate It All *

You pretend to know me well,

You call me names I know all to well,

Did you know that I'm abused?

I'm quite impressed how their amused,

I hope to die,

I hope to hurt,

I hope to cry,

Anything but to be numb,

I was strong,

Where did it go?

I hate myself,

I should know,

It's all my fault,

I'm depressed,

I hate myself,

So does the rest,

Two years,

Since I was unseen,

I've forgotten,

You love her, not me,

But I'm only your old daughter,

Someone you hate,

I was so excited to have a new sister,

But when she came,

I was invisible,

You know how much that fucked me up?

I cried every night,

Wishing I had died,

That day that I tried,

Our bond was very close,

But I shattered it,

Because I was broke,

I hide my emotions from you now,

I trust another more than you,

Yet she let out a secret too,

That's it,

There's no one to trust,

I tell them a secret,

And the secret bust,

I hate it all,

I'm a mess,

Tell me why,

Why I hurt,

Tell me you love me,

Then make it worse,

I HATE YOU,

I'm someone else,

I feel different,

I'm not well,

I start to think,

And grab the knife,

One stab,

Two,

I've token my life,

Don't you worry,

I did you a favor,

At least you won't have to see me until later.

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See you in hell

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