Insomniac

The Request.

      The sun stroke my face that newly started Saturday Morning,

   "What time is it?" (I always question that to myself, in fact I enjoy conversations with myself haha,crazy I know)

      So I checked , and it was 9.45am , really early for a Saturday morning!

 "Hello Dear Lord, thanks for waking me up one more day, let me please in every way, in Jesus' name, Amen" ( I do that every morning, I enjoy commiting myself to the Lord) 

    Once done that  I checked my Facebook with all the slowliness I could have since there was nothing to expect, no one wrote me , nor anything like that . In some way I enjoyed it since I could spend as much time as I wished on my writings and drawings, I loved my time to myself.

    Any way...there was something new, something curious, something...unusual. There was the notification that November 25 , it read:  

Friend Request, from : Cristhofer Hernandez

 He was a friend of mine, I knew him since I was 8 or 9 years old, we were at the same church but his family moved to another which actually caused some misunderstandings and struggles so everyone of my church had strictingly forbidden to talk to them just cause of that, he liked me since long ago and something told me I also to him, but some problems arose with a friend of mine, who also had feelings toward him. But now, now he wanted to keep in touch, in contact and lets be honest...I could not deny.

" Oh no, dont you ever!! It's supposed to be strictingly forbidden, what are you thinking about?!"-exclaimed a voice in my head .

"Oh no, let the girl have a love, let her do something out of her mind! dont cut the wings which are growing yet!"- defended another voice ,within me too.

 "Think clear...this is a madness! we cannot let her feel a bit for this one, just because he is he, I mean, no way, no matter how much she wants to, she cannot" - cleared another different voice within me.

   "Just please STOP!!! Let me think right? I wanna deceide by myself"- I intervined but, they kept their dialogues without noticing me .

  I was turning crazy and desesperate because he wasn't texting me, that was just a solicitude,something that maybe was a whatever thing to him, so I deceided to break a rule, for first time ever, I pressed 'accept', 

 "Oh...no, she did it, well...at least he is likely"

 "Hope this would not end all messed up!"

  "See!!! Some one should have stopped her "

 Yeah, the voices in my head were all letting me know their viewpoint but somehow they all flew away when i heard

 "Danielaaaa, come right now and stop wasting time , breakfast is already at table!"- that was Mom, (Love you Mom!)

I ate breakfast just so hurriedly cause there seemed to be something which I could not see or assure, but there was something which I waited for, something that neither I knew what was.

 My heart beated steadily fast and my eyes reflected a shine which has never been there before, Mom realized it, and I had to tell her all the fact about the request, to my surprise she accepted and told me to be kindto Chris and so I deceided to be, in case he ever wrote me, whch actually seemed impossible, 

  "How could This Affect me ? A friend isn't gonna hurt ....right? And, He is gonna be someone more, just one more....

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