Insomniac

The Key.

Next time I saw my beloved it was on night, our families ate supper together, the stars shone brightly and we as usual went out to walk after he approached and said,

"Do you want to walk outside with me? My beloved"- he said with the loving male perfect voice of his, which as always was honey to my ears.

I agreed and we hand-taked to walk outside , kickinglittle stones and talking.... I felt perfect with my protector by my side, we walked to the little park near his house, once there I said,

"My dear..I have something to give you, I love you and you own this...it's symbolic but you literally have it , however if something ever happens and you leave...and in some moment you don't want it...feel free to give it back to me, but you'll always have it,"

" Thank You! But I have nothing to give...and for sure we'll never be separeted, always together, remember...we'll marry and grow together to have a home at Italy and have sons and die when old, together, seeing the stars."- he said perfectly

Then I pulled out the little chain, it was made of silver and pretty perfect, and the only pendant was a Key, the Key. I was somehow heart-shaped on the top part and carefully it curved and bended to be shaped like a key and so it was, and I said,

"I dont' want to be dramatic...but here is it, the key...the Key of My Heart, officialy yours and just yours, I love you, love you forever."- since love had the control it sounded so romantic,

His eyes shone and his smiled was wide and perfect and then he just hugged me so tight and said,

"Thank You my Love! This is the best gift ever and I'll use it forever, no need to tell cause words can't relate to how much I love You, and I'll forever, forever and ever,"- he said and I wanted to cry in happiness..a few tears came out but he surely didn't saw

I put in on him, and somehow he kept his left arm around me and kept me near and we started to walk, the first time we walked so near! My heart was that of a Flightless bird in the sight of a helper, as if somehow I couldn't fly and were dying on the ground until he arrived and picked me up in his loving arms, that was how I felt and I love it...and him. We walked liked until we giggled and stared, then we went to sit to some swings and talked about how we were and all happenings, still he insisted in stopping my trip to Merida but that was something unavoidable, before I had to choose between him and Victoria....chose him and after months Victoria understood and forgave me, now I just counted on them both, at church events I had zero friends and now the only one...Him (the guy whose name I keep for myself) did neither see me , he acted as if I didn't existed, and for sure was bitter. My life was now my Mom, my Chris, and my Sis , Victoria, and it was kinda lonely since she lived in another state so...I just had Chris cause now Momma worked and well....I feared the loneliness lion could devour me as an easy meal.

"Time to go Home!"- said Dad, glad we were leaving for he just likes to be at home and he was jealous of me loving Chris so bad,

And then I reflexed about that, he was my home and he said I was his, he was just so romantic and kind and there was something .... it's invisible but it drove me near him, like...Gravity. He was mine and he really liked to have the Key of my Heart in this formal way said he would always use it but there was still a killing doubt within me....in the past Andrea kinda had him....she even said they had slept in the same room once ...it was weird when she said so and well...they were still Facebook friends, and even though he had said he disliked her cause she suddenly ignored him and etc, he still liked her stuff and in some way it was the seed of Doubt ( as you guess...New Senate Member) so every time he assured to love me I still doubted and I remembered something which Him once told me before ignoring my existance, he said:

"The Sluggard is getting you into a stupid game, he might be even using you and you're so 'white' that you don't notice, some guy of his age rarely loves and I know him and he is not in love he is foolishing you, stop this please, for your sake.....and even for mine, please Dany, please. He is just using you, this isn't real."

That sounded within me but I tried to keep the thought away, and I think Chris realized it somehow, his bro mentioned her at times and he noticed my reaction, not of envy but of fear, she is more beautiful and even gorgeous, she is brave and cool and has much more money than I , perfect, and I was simply me, with nothing to give him but a pure love so then we text a little about that he said he would delete her from social media and block her, however since she already hated me and made my life hard and impossible along with her friend I knew that if he did so she would hate me more and so I told him but he had already deceided,

"Fear not, I'll care of you Dany, I'll always love you and I promise you that I'll alwayas remain by your side no matter what, together we are better"- he texted

I was just thankful for he was my everlasting protector, I believed him and he deleted her, and Doubt desappeared, it was glorious for now I knew he loved me truly and we texted until dawn.....

I did not sleep that night, I remeber that several nights have passed like that........

What a curious thing! It happen since.....and how......

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