Insomniac

With Me

  Sunday arrived, I had slept little as all nights , the bags under my eyes grew bigger since 3to4 hours of sleep were not enough, and fear overtook me along with nightmares and the fact of having to care for a little bro plus been aware that I hadn't seen my Dad in 3 weeks and one more was on the way, now it was as if my parents were divorced since he didn't called often but just cause work overtook him. Anyway, my love's voice through the phone releaved any pain! I was becoming crazy since I started to see or hear voices near or away of me, a common vision was a dark-gray-skinned girl looking down with hair covering her face , looking cold and wet breathing heavily, this one appeared whenever I was alone at house with bro, and another one was a black cat with blue eyes but this one liked me. The girl was scary but she never moved from her spot beside the sofa, that Saturday Mom was at bath , which is upwards, and I went to fridge, took and apple and then turned and saw her, then she moved and whispered "Beware of Future!" but she seemed afraid, her eyes turned black, screamed and disappearent, this was the first time she appeared on sunlught, m heart almost stopped!!! I got even more palid and  remained steady and unmoving waiting for heartbeat to deceide if it would continue or cease -it continued- I told that to Chris, who was the only one who knew of this,he said 

  "I'll face death before it to mean to see your Face" 

However I would have never set him on fire to save myself. Anyway, it was 2am and our talk was about why , again, I wasn't sleepy or about my fears, then it came to be the old two persons we were, the guy from his county texting with the child of the window, we came to play ?The Asking Thing Game, Now for Bigger Teens' we called it so, we could now as anything literally! Then we talked about what would I use to go to Church with him,

 "Perfect, so I want you to wear the red dress, remember? The one you used the time you first went to my church that praising night in which I thought you wouldn't go and the...Surprise!"- he remembered warmly

"Oh yes!! I do remember that day, the day we also took our first picture, but I already used that one for the.."- was I saying

 "Day which we ate supper!!! It was the....."

"The tacos!"

"Nope, pretty sure it were hamburguers"

"Oh yeah, it was that!

 "So what will you wear? Please, you are beautiful but I love when you dress specially for me"- he lovingy begged

  "I will ...*yawns* will..*yawns* love you..."

"IF YOU ARE FALLING ASLEEP...I LOVE YOU! SEE YOU BY Morning!!!!!!!"

Yeah, I finally felt asleep!!! Last I remembered was that it was 3am already, poor Chris I kept him awake just to fall asleep, but he enjoyed and I am certain so!

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  Morning sunrays gently caressed my cheeks and warmth moved me, anyway what totally woke me up was a call, I still had my eyes closed and knew who was it, smiled and took it without seeing,

 "Hello Buggie, *yawns*  morning  is  good now"- I warmthly said

 "HAHAHAHAHA this isn't  Buggie, this is your mother!! Ugh Dany, I hate you and chris to text so early on morning, you slept late and it's just 8am,  HOW MUCH HAE YOU SLEPT!? Nearly 4 to 5 hours right? ..."- Mom loved to dialogue

 "Ughhhh, no! Sorry, yeah, fine, just Whats up Mom, it's early and I gotta get ready to leave , so... love you tons but what is the matter!"- I hurried