Insomniac

    That Night I remembered when had I had my first all-night night and then I realized that I had not slept well since August, and October was upon begining then I remembered how it was....let me tell you,

   It was still summer and it was night ...nearly 11pm and we were texting until he said good.bye and goodnight, I couldn't sleep without that text, and mornings were not mornings without his Good-Morning texts, so he left, and I slept....but woke up by 12am and checked if any text of his....

 "Pff....12am, Idiot, there's nothing, he is asleep"-I whispered to myself,

  Then I lied there in my bed and closed my eyes..it was crude...no sleep, but i kept them closed...and then I had the very first nightmare ever, It wasn't scary as to what would scare everyone, it was about him, shining in the middle of darkness, my darkness, and he was the light we were together but he started to walk away and leave me and did not waited for me and he desappeared, and it was dreadly to me so I cried and shouted for him and then I woke again! I was sweating cold and my heart moved my chest as a ball it bounced and I was terrified, I checked for the text...and it was 12:40am...still he slept, I slept back and woke by 1am, tried again and woke by 3am scared again for another nightmare attacked me and I felt it so real! I almost died in fear, my sweat was cold and my throat sour, so I kept ...woke by 4, 4:30, 5, 5:15, 5:27, 6:01, 7, 7:30, and finally until 9am, it was terrific, but then I heard his text!!!! I answered fastly and little by little we started to text until 2am or 3am it was glad to know he was there for me.

   Now it was October2, and since I was back at school and had homework so he tenderly and lovingly waited for me to end my dealings and called me ( now he had a phone an we talked since dawn until night) by 2am or 1am so we were night guys haha, we talked about my day and etc, and here's the thing, we did not said good-night but I felt asleep. Just perfect, the night made everything completely dark and I was there in the middle of it with the only light on the window beside my bed, and somehow when we talked, by phone, my eyes closed and I smiled, I felt how everything got better for me as he told me about his day and I told him about mine, his voice was perfect, as always a delight to my soul, honey to my ears and feed to my heart, so smiled, and he we talked and talked until I felt secure enough and peacefully I felt asleep with his voice sounding.....once I dreamed he died and my life was almost over because the feeling of himbeing harmed and ,as in the dream, dead was...no, it was unbearable and my blood did even colded and my breathing failed, my temperature dropped and I called him in the middle of tears, he answer quickly..he was safe and sund and lovingly calmed me, he was my world, and somehow I knew that the world couldn't keep on without him because he was..perfect, so my everyday was like that, but people of the Church invented every kind of stupid tale, just to keep us apat, but we were ready to fight it and face it, he had given me a ring....we were alone at Krispy Kreme sat at a red couch and he said,

 "I have something for you "

 *pulls it out*

 "Here, this isn't the wedding one, it's more a promise, such as you with the key, (which used every time even when he and I were not together) while you to have this ring remember that this means I am yours and just yours, I love you and so my heart is yours, forever, no matter what happens"

  His voice had been warm and elegant, even passioned, it had been the best gift one could ever give me, so sorry I almost never ever used rings...but I kept it and tried to not just see it but used it, that was also the day we handtaken for the very first time, we were nervous but I knew he's worthy of all my trust. Our hands tightened and we then came back to our parents , who were crossing the street at a place called 'Peter Pepper Pizza' were also were our brothers, we went there walikng...handtaken and the feeling of security increased within me, no doubt he was my security and the only reason why I could sleep , in his eyes I found love, care and attention....over all ...Love and safety, he cared me cause I am so dump to walk that he cared me so I wouldn't fall if anything was in my way he simply rised me up a little over it, he was strong and handsome, the one every girl would surely want to have, the one everyone would turn to see  (I know you're reading! Hope you Like this description, let me know ;)  ) 

 The thing I loved the most was the idea of  our Forever, cause that was all I wished!A forever by his side, a life wasn't enough but so sorry I couldn't live forever, so that was us...but somehow we wished to move...and make it formal! But he hasn't said and I wasn't gonna...a certain "miracle" was needed, and it was coming....coming soon....

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  This is shorter....but it was it had to be! Keep reading and don't lose what "miracle" interneves and follow me in my travel...remember I'm visiting another state (in the story) Stay readingggggg!!!!!!!!!!!   THANK YOUUUU