Insomniac

Worries, Problems,and Solutions

   "Dany...Ana called me , she is worry about you and Chris"- said mother, consterned

 Let me remember you that it was strictly forbidden by my church to talk to any of the Good Fountain, and especially to his family, sincerely I couldn't get the reason to do so, they said Chris was bad and etc, but to me he was my personal miracle. Weeks passed and we kept texting every day and he invited me to his house and so also came to mine, we spend beautiful Saturday and Sunday afternoons, there was also a possibility of him to stay at Cancun to live definitely and we were praying hard about that, everything was going perfectly, he has said me that I liked to him and so did I, many thought of us as a couple but still we were not, I dreamed of us handtaken but neither did we, we both got nervous about that....however I hated when people entered on my personal stuff, if chris was cute with me what to them!

 "So? Thank her for me and tell her we're so happy,nothing to worry  about,"- I replied sarcastically

 "You know what this means, she said Lenn, our Pastor, knows already and is gonna talk with all of us, the family, he wants to ask you to stay away of that boy"- she said 

 "What! He is my only friend and for sure I'm not staying away and so neither will he stay away from me,"- I almost shouted that

 "Lower the tune, remember I'm your Momma! But you're right, the guy is good and kind, keep on," - she agreed

  I was worry , what if Lenn talked to him and said him to stay away or if somehow he got hurted on this, I was supposed to don't say a word but....i told it all to him,

 "I'll never leave your side, don't fear for that , there's no power on Earth to keep me away,"- he said, it's a voice note.

 "Still it worries me, I don't want them back at us, maybe we should...I don't know"

" We're never getting apart Dany, take that for granted"- his voice was secure and confident neither a bit scared and added- "Trust me and don't be afraid, don't fear, I'm with you"

  "And there's nothing better than that Chris, thank you."- i said now feeling safe.

 We made a lot of plans for that summer specially going to 'Wet & Wild Park' , time kept moving forward until  a month passed, my family talked to Lenn, Ana worried for me, Leah and Kim , who were 20iers and as my sisters, started to keep away from me, I was made to chose by my best friend, who I called sister and viceversa, she greatly disliked the idea of me and him , she said "it's Him or Me, choose!" i  chose him, however with weeks she forgave me, practicately everyone made me chose...and it's always him, even Mom started to get upset about how much time we spent texting, sending voice notes, and now he lived here so we used to see 3 times per week, I was afraid but I introduced him to Colton, the hummningbird, they liked haha.

   The matter at chruch grew very dense , Mom was dear but it was diferent for me, Mary made my life impossible along with her friend Oscar, this very one was so mean , so was she but he was even more and hurted, and laughed of me, Chris came to know of this and ...he sent him some texts asking him to stop or he would have to make him stop, He was my heroe, and my sun of the day, even the moon of my nights, even tough it was vacations I slept as late as 10pm cause my body couldn't hold; at people the hurried to say Chris and I were a couple, that my sis and I were bad girls and etc, but Chris and my Hero and Vicky my best-sis friend, she was crazy...but I wasn't my life was good with Chris on it...but Mary and Oscar made me cry so often , she hated me and her friend was a faithful servant, I feared them but I remembered of my Chris and felt secure for he was always there for me and so I was for him, by the way a good trip was ahead, now it was August 7, and on the last day of October I was going to Merida to visit Vicky, Chris didn't liked the idea but he had to hold haha.