Insomniac

The Visit

"Omg!!! He is coming, yep I told you all it was gonna happen! And what will we do? What would we talk about or what ...how should she be?" , that was Fear

"She should her keep the freaking mouth closed and let him talk "-added Order

"No way ! She must be lovely and caring and kind!"-exclaimed Hope

"What the fuck.....here we go again...deceide quickly guys ! I need an answer to set a mood!" - I said terrified and desesperated.

" I think she should be ....unique, be herself , if she likes books let her say! If she likes the food (they were bringing the food)let her say it! If she is nervous well...he is her bestie so she might tell him, be unique, be yourself, be honest cutie!" - This was our new character within my brain and it's called Honesty, honesty liked me since she was practique.

"Guys....is it right? I like the idea!"- I inquired

"Pretty good one and welcome to the 'Senate' (they like to call themselves like that)" -they all said and agreed

So set, I was gonna be Me, sometimes I had to be more funny or smiley than what I really was just to please cause being me was hard since I wasn't an item , but it's the hardest thing, been who we really are, without help nor magic nor masks, just ourselves, but this is the honest thing and so the right one, choose to be you and find out how many really like it and those are your true friends.

I took a bath and just wore some lip gloss , since I'm pallid I...I deceided to dont use make-up i prefered to dislike him at once rather than later, so I left my hair loose and just used some perfume, I used jeans and a nice blue blouse....I seemed so...me. Mom wanted me to dress gloriously gorgeous but I said " Mom this is my look and we are friends for who we are not for how we see," and her reply certainly scared me,

"Whatever , wear as you please since he isn't coming back again...I mean who will come back to this s ugly house! He will see you're not the same position he is and that will do it's own work, sorry my child gotta behonest,  but I'll certainly be for you always"

I thought about it, in that moment our economy wasn't so fine and the house was pretty but his was prettier, she was right just pure feeling would overpass that. And so the door was knocked and i trembled so bad ! Mom and Dad opened and sounds stroke me as a lion's roaring , greetings flew over the room while I was just searching for him and he and I finally crossed stares and then I knew it, I had found a home for my heart, he liked me and pretty much more...I was upon falling in love.

The feeling was sensacional, colorful, and somehow magical, I smiled with an honest eye-to-eye smile, and he did too, his sight was sensacional, we wore jeans of a dark blue, his hair was perfectly combed and just so classic , his arms were thicker than mine and I could see his veins, his nose was perfectly refined and he had very very diminute freckles which couldn't almost be seen, he was pallid as I was, and due his temperature was fresh, almost cold (Humanly cold not vampirely), he quickly moved towad me and hugged me and I hugged him back , little hug but likely, i could smell his perfect smell to himself, some fresh grass and soap and male, it was hypnotizing and I love it, he was wearing a formal gray t-shirt and a small male golden chain on the neck which had a guitar and a soccer ball, and the I heard it,

"Hi Dany!"- he said , yes said, not wrote, finally said!

His voice was honey to my ears and delight to my heart as a fresh wave of nourishment I could easily get lost in.