Insomniac

Autumnal Monday Heartbeat

    "I love you baby, stay forever with me, you are my only reason to awake every day, don't doubt of my love again, don't keep from telling me something again."- Chris' voice sounded in my head as I was just awaking.

 I stared my ceiling for a while, it was nice to see the black lines and make pictures with them, I saw a rabbit, a buterfly, galaxies, flowers, Colton, and handstaken. Then, I cried , really bitterly since I was feeling my love so cold to me and that was killing me from with, no longer I felt my intense strong man fortressing me and this destroyed me, I dreamed of telling him but I was too afraid for an unknown reason, I thought of all what I lost already for this, my best friend John, My Church friends and relationships, and my image was devasted even through we did nothing terrific but peope is always free to talk as they were paid for doing it, even Mom was a little weird as if all I did was wrong but she loved Chris so it helped, Dad was being tough too since he disliked the fact of me having a relationship,but he liked Chris. It was so much for a person, but he was my person and I was his, "this will fix soon" I thought.

 I did my school thing with his occasional 10 am call, he was loving and tender but still he kept rare, so I did not minded since I was at school, then ended by 2pm, Chris called but I did not took the call, instead I fixed up for athletics and hurried to Colton, then I left to atheltics. Mom was so eager and so I since I felt it could lift me up a little. We finally got there, crossing the entering green gate and seeing the big tree waving along with air sincerely make me smile, Loya was on the way, he gladly and smiley greeted my and Mom and my bro, Mom deceided to leave me alone to socialize and went away, so did Brau since he already had friends to play soccer with, 

 "How was your weekend!?"- he eagerly asked

"Pretty....good, little boried and yours?"

"Same, I spent it seeing movies I had already seen haha" 

 "Hahahaha"

 "Do you like this weather?"

"Sure, it's golden afternoons, my favorite ones!"

"Nice, I also like them so bad but heat helps me better than this little fresher ones"

 We kept talking and this make laugh a lot since he was fresh and funny, similar to the afternoon! So I met another named Valois, same age that Loya, and greeted my friend Jose just with stares, to be honest Loya was so nice but Jose was better, he approached and we had a long deeper talk about weather and afternoon, even he did the beginning exercises with me (they call it ABC) we laughed and he seemed better laughing than beeing so serious, his company really make me glad.

  Then it came to happen, for a moment I remained alone in that golden afternnon with was bathed by green eaves falling from the tall trees, I was hearing their music... and suddenly,

     A tall boy crossed that gate running toward the place where we were, I heard a few saying  "Caleb is late again"... I knew his name then, he had short hair pretty well combed and strong arms wwith big hands and middle-sized eyes, he was wearing a  red t-shirt with redder lines on it and he smelled so fresh, my heart beated desesperately and in a moment I got it back again, it was weird since it just beated like that for chris and lastely it hasn't, then I heard his strong male voice and his beautiful smile, he was white and handsome, his name was Caleb, but he prefered Cal, I was totally shocked and smiling, then he saw me, our met for a second or two, he smiles and went away to do the ABC since he was late.

 "Caleb Grace, "- said Jose

"Oh, sorry"

"Ntp *( mexican expression)*haha caught you seeing,greet him!"