Insomniac

Time

  There are few things humans can't control yet, greater forces of nature which abruptly remind us of our size and limited knowledge, however the strongest of this ones debates, by many, between Fire and Water, but if we go a little deeper we'll see that farther than these...Time is greater, time never forgives and is never back besides....Time Consumes, even Wter and Fire.

  Christmas, New Year's Party , and Valentin's Day passed and so we, together, even though it seemed every time to get harder for us..but we did, we remained together, and begun 2015 handtaken and hugged. To my sorrow Momma had to work and we couldn't be together for New Year, so Chris held me tighter knowing I missed her, but his simple presence filled my entire being. On Christmas he gave me just the present I dreamed with! My favorite book! Written by the genious John Green, "The Fault in Our Stars" stealed my heart and so Chris', we read the first parts together and even through our phone conversations, we saw the movie once or twice , but he saw it nearly...50 times haha, he loved it, on Valentine's Day we ate dinner together , at his house with his parents there ...obviously. They weirdly left us alone, his Dad was on favour of giving us privacity but his Mom was eagleyed, at my house it was diferent, Mom loved him so she left us alone sometimes and my Dad was eagleyed, in our moments alone we laughed of everything and justs felt free to hug and tease, also to be a little nearer. 

  February passed away, March did too and so April arrived,

 "This is just wonderful cutie, we are already on the fifth month! This is beautiful ...and you doubted!"- Chris happily said

 "Yeah..I just had never been loved by someone out of my famiy, you know and the times i think of you having already two years loving me along with the last five months in which we have been you know, nearer."- I shyly said

"We could be nearer," he said as he approached , we were watching a movie in his room, the he stared me intensely and my heart almost jumped out of its place

 "Yes...but you know I.." 

" 'I am terrificly shy' that's so you my baby, you should just relax cause you're with me and I will care you forever"

 We stared and the he approached and too my face on his big hands and breathed near me then kissed me with a wonderful feeling and I held the back of his head feeling how his hair curled , then I felt his breathing growing thicker and noticed that mine hast gone, neither breathing was as important as his being to me, he held my neck and we laughed since his hand tangled on my hair, so we laid there as he tried to untangle it, and we laughed, we made a pillow war which ended in loving hugs and a kiss surrounded by giggles, then he got serious and we sat up.

  "I love You"- he said with all the love in a stare

 "I love You"- I said with my soul

 "Forever"

 "And Ever"

 "I can be very....stupid and ask you to keep risking so much, friends, church, family, etc...but Daniela noone has loved this far, I need you always near me, in every way existent I need you and want you, sorry about my faults, sorry about what you have passed for me, sorry and when us to marry and leave believe me no worrie will surround you, I will make you as happy as you deserve, I love you, thank you for this 5 months"- he was serious and his eyes filled with love, he held my hand and kissed it, then my forehead, my eyes closed to open when his lips were away.

 "You have no faults , problems have being about me...however dear I'm sorry again for what happened, you know I..."

 "SHHh...I dont want to remember, cause I.. *tights the jawbone* I will kill him if needed, but I won't ever hurt you."- he was intense