Kept Secrets

Baby blues

*39 weeks*

Staring down at my belly reminiscing back to how I looked nine months ago. Thick and sexy now I'm just fat and flabby. My feet and back hurts all the time. I can't play with my kids like how I use too the doctor put me on bed rest due to the back pain. All I do is eat and sleep.

"Thanks to your daddy. Im going to need a serious trainer when you come out buddy. Mommy need to get her body back to keep up with you and your siblings." I said rubbing my over sized belly.

"Bitch! Please you are sexy as hell you don't need no trainer just a couple times around the track you will be fine and plus I brought my nephew some more clothes." said Trina who just barged into my room with like a billion bags of baby clothes.

"Ha. yeah right. and Trina how many times do I have to tell you to stop buying clothes I already have two walk in closets full of clothes between you Angella Jay and Randy."

"Ugh don't say that name. I still can't believe your going to have another baby by that asshole."

Yeah Trina and Randy still don't get along no matter how I try to get them to like each other. Trina still thinks he is the same ass. When he isn't trust me I went threw everything phone, car, work phone before I do laundry I check the pockets the gym bag trust me everything in the book I've checked. I guess they will never like each other again. Hell the only time I think they did get along was at my baby shower.

*Baby shower flash back *

"Baby are you ready ?" Randy asked wrapping his hands around my belly rubbing it.

"No I feel like a whale do you know how long it just took me to put this dress on. One my ass is to round two my belly got bigger cause when I bought the this thing it was loose around the belly and that was just last week."

"Baby you look fine. You look more beautiful pregnant. Now come on we have guess to entertain for our little man."

Oh I forgot to tell you yes! we are having another boy and we going to name him Jonathan Dax Anderson. I used both his grand fathers first names. Jonathan is my dad and Dax is Randy's dad.

"Ok!"

Trina and Angella have kept me away all day so everyone can set up my back yard into some baby land. No one wanted to tell me who put it together so I just let it go.

"Wait did you dress the kids?"

"Yeah I did they are down stairs waiting on us."

He helped me down the two flights of steps that I obviously couldn't see. When we finally reached outside I couldn't believe what I saw it was beautiful. There were twelve tables the one in the middle was a rectangular shaped glass table for me and my family that sat four. The other eleven tables were round and sat six to seven people at each. Everything was black and white I can't even explain how different it was.

Anyways everyone was having a good time eating and dancing around. I danced a couple bachata's but I had to sit down my feet was killing me. The last song played and it was time open some of the gifts.

"Mommy when are we going to eat the cake?" Ayden asked impatiently jumping up and down.

"After I open gifts Ayden be patent."

"Ugh ok whatever."

I swear I'm going to pop him one of these days ever since he made friends with them little snotty kids at school he give me attitude like he grown.

I opened up most of my gifts and now it was time for cake with Randy's help we made it over to the cake it was beautiful like I don't even want to cut it. It was a four layer cake maybe the height of Iyannaa it was white and with blue purl things around going around it at the top there was a white bassinet on top that said Jonathan Dax Anderson.