Kept Secrets

Dickhead

I knew randy was watching me get dressed but there was still an awkward silence.

"Why are you hear?"

My question snapped him out of his deep thought.

"To pay my respects to you and your family."

"Ok thank you for coming but you can leave now I'm not in the mood to talk."

He walked up toward me with lust in his eyes and I backed away in disgust of him.

"Kim look I'm sorry about the way things went down between us." He grabbed my hand.

"Bullshit!"i said in anger pulling my hand back.

"all this would have never happened if you would of just kept your dick in your pants and I wouldn't have to ra..."I stopped my self.

"look kim just listen I regret that mistake everyday since you left and now that I see you all the feelings that I thought I forgot came rushing back and you can not deny that you don't love me still because under that disgust look you are giving me I can see the love and I'm sorry for everything I put you threw. And what was that last part?"


I'm not going to fall for him. He is a total bullshitter.

"Nothing!" I said pushing him aside.

He pulled me back to him where my head hit his hard chest.

"What the fuck bruh get away from me!" I yelled trying to get out of his hard grip.

"Why you tripping I just want to talk Kim damn! Why is that so damn hard to do?"

"Then let me go!" I said with gritted teeth.

"No!"

"Ugh what the fuck man just give me some space!"

He let me go and I stormed out of the closet getting the car key to go and take a drive to get away from everyone especially him.

"Whose are they for?" He asked stopping me in my track ' you got to be fucking kidding me right did he not see the resemblance'

"Do the fucking math dick head?"

I said speed walking out of the room and out the house before he could catch up to me. The kids where playing around with the others so got into My sporty cl63 benz and drove off down the drive way to a spot I find relaxing which is the coast line. I would sit on the rocks and just think of the shit that happened over the time period of my life. This was a place I use to when randy and I use to fight.