Winter meet up

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(Look I know it's summer but hey why not add some winter up in this book aye? Wait this is not a book ITS A PORTAL TO THE INSIDE OF MY BRAIN!!! Did I English good?)

Your POV

It's the harshest winter in Cincinnati in 5 years. Cold frigid air that freezes hot water in seconds. Okay that's a exaggeration but seriously it's cold. It's been almost 2 years sense my best friend moved to California. We were so close...we knew each other sense we were kids. God I loved him so much...I began to have feeling for him in collage. He helped me through so much. But he's gone now. I only see him about once a year...everything has gotten harder. Everything that he has done for me, all the help he has given me. His kind support...I don't have it anymore. Watching his videos only makes me sadder then what I already am. I am not proud of my choices...I have become depressed and haven't been myself lately. I know I need help and support but I haven't told anyone. Not my parents, not other friends, and definitely not him...he said I could call if I needed anything but how could I? He's always busy. I wouldn't want to worry him. More then half of the time I feel like I would only bother him. Anytime we talked he asked why I hadn't called or texted. But I always just say I was busy. But the cold always made me hurt more. Not mentally but physically. As I said I was and still am very depressed. I made many wrong choices. Wrong choices that I have done to myself...countless night of crying on the bathroom floor bleeding. From my wrists, forearms, hips, and thighs that is... The cold only makes the cuts hurt more. My car broke down so I'm stuck walking.

Shoving my bare hands as far in my coat pockets as I can for warmth as I walk down the 4 foot snow covered sidewalks. Yeah there was a small narrow path but you had to share that with people going both ways. Now the sidewalks aren't crowded like the sidewalks of New York...but occasionally there would be times where you'd have to walk in the snow.

I put my head down shaking. Why wouldn't I wear a thicker coat? And what bright idea went through my mind when I put on leggings? Gosh Y/n what's wrong with you?! Good for nothing-I bumped into someone and was pushed back.

"Oh my gosh! I'm SOO so terribly sorry..." that...that voice... I looked up to see the fimular face I loved so much... The scruffy stubble, the beautiful brown eyes, the tan skin...the perfect teeth, the soft poofie hair that's now red... "Y/n? Oh my god! It's been so long!" He wrapped his strong arms around my body.

"Mark..." I hugged him back.

"Gosh it's been so long..." he repeated with a bright smile. "It's so cold outside why don't we...uh..." he started turning around in circles causing me to giggle. He turned around stopped then turned back to me. "Coffee?"

"What?" He stood next to me pointing down the street. "See. Coffee shop. It's pretty fucking cold how about some coffee?" He flashed his bright perfect smile. I smiled back nodding.

"Okay sounds good."

"Great!" We started to walk to the coffee shop. "SOO what's been going on?"

"Well...uh...nothing intresting..." I nervously laughed.

"Oh come on. There has to be something!"

"Well my car won't start. That's new?" He gave me a worried look.

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah."

"Are you sure? What's wrong?" He stopped in front of me.

"Yeah it's just been a very very very long...well I would say week but it's every week so...long few months." He gave me another hug.

"You know you can always call me no matter what. Call or text. I will always make room in my day for you. I'm busy but not that busy." He held me close to him. For a moment while in his arms all my worries washed away.

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