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Chapter 19: Decided
John’s POV
I gawked at the goddess wondering how I was lucky enough to call her mine.
And yet I was stupid enough to cheat on her because I was drunk, high, and well D all of the above.
I was also wondering why she was here, in the hospital.
She rolled those gorgeous big brown eyes when the doctor tried taking his clipboard back from Jenna.
I suppressed a laugh not wanting to look like a crazy drug addict or stalker laughing to myself.
But what is she doing here?
I had just come from visiting Jaime, my little angel, and was on my way out before I saw Jessica.
But I don't dare confront her, how much does she know about last night? Does she know I cheated?
I immediately felt a scowl spread across my face and I frowned when Jessica jumped at a guy and he hugged her as if their lives depended on it.
Who the hell is that?
Then a firm hand placed itself on my shoulder giving it a squeeze and as a reflex I slapped it away and took a step away. But then I realized it was my dad.
Stupid man.
“Hey boy, what’s got you tensed?” he asked in his signature deep stern voice hiding the smile.
I sighed; I know I can trust him. He doesn’t give a shit so he won’t do anything to make it worse. So I told him everything that’d happened the other night, well whatever I remember. I told him about how she thinks I used to be (a player) and how I promised to never lie or cheat. I also pointed her out before she left with the little group. Of course he said she was stunning and out of my league, but I reminded him she was already mine.
“How much do you care about her?” he asked sounding serious.
“A LOT. Just like I care about Jaime, but obviously not like a sister.” I explained.
“Well, let her go.-
“What?”
“because if you tell her, she’ll never forgive you and you WILL die if you see the tortured look that would be on her face. Believe me it will kill you to see her torn and broken, looking betrayed, knowing you caused it and its all your fault; that is, if you love her.”
Yes, I do. And I think he’s right. Why bother if either way she’ll dump me and I won’t have her. If I don't tell her at least she wont know, right? Maybe we’ll stay friends.
