Chapter 18: Flashback and Hospitals.
Wednesday March 2nd
John’s POV
I jumped a little, feeling startled, from the ringing of my alarm. I didn’t need the alarm though because I was already awake. I barely got any sleep last night, After tossing and turning in the bed I got bored and didn’t bother with sleep. So I just turned on my iPod, plugged it into the speakers and put some music on; then I started to think, again.
I thought about pretty much everything. My little innocent tortured sister, Jessica, school, Jayden, my abusive mother and shitty careless father, and just life.
But now I had to decide on whether or not to go to school today. If I go there was no way to avoid Jessica. And honestly, I have no idea what to say to her.
I don't even know how much she knows.
Flashback
“I’m fine!” I yelled, quite aggravated, at Jayden and Danny.
They didn’t want me to leave their house because of the drugs in my system, I on the other hand was getting bored, wide awake, and wanting to go to Cassandra’s party.
Danny let out an annoyed sigh. “FINE! Go. But I swear on your life you’ll be on your own. I'm not comin’ to the rescue if you wanna go and do more drugs and end up cheatin’ on ya’ girl. I know you.”
This time I let out the annoyed sigh, he had a really good point but the drugs I currently had in me didn’t let me care. It was like a bandage around my eyes; I knew I’d fuck up big time if I go to the party; (remember how I said in my old school I didn’t have to lie to girls because they threw themselves at me, well Cassandra is one of the main ones. She’s in my old school and that means everyone I took class with will be there).
“I'm going, Jayden you comin?” I said with my mind made up.
She gave me a bewildered look, one that she rarely gave me. “Are you serious? You know what, go. But I’m not going. You’re on your own, like Danny said. And even if I wanted to go I’d end up fighting; you know I have a lot of problems with the bitches in that school.” She answered.
I shrugged my shoulders, selfishly thinking at least I don't have someone other than myself to worry about, and then I left.
Party Time! <|:D
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Everything is so blurry; I keep forgetting where I am, and what I’m doing. It’s like my mind goes blank for a bit and then I wake up again…
What the hell did I take?
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Next thing I knew I was grinding with two girls, one behind me and one in front. It was very heated; I mean these girls were already dressed like strippers (mini everything except heels & make up), showing a massive amount of cleavage, now it looks like I’m their pole by the way they grind on me.
