Ok, i am so sorry it tool a whole month and more for me to finally update but i have school and that inclued tests, projects, more projects, homework, etc. So yea i've been pretty busy, but i am sorry. And i guess you could say it was worth it cause i have a little surprise for all my lovely readers in this chapter ! :D I hope you like it !
CHAPTER 13
Monday February 28
I couldn’t sleep much last night but I’ll never admit to John why.
Today is Monday and I couldn’t contact him AT ALL yesterday. It made me feel terrible because we just spent a mind-blowing Saturday together and he disappears. I didn’t try to hard to reach him because if he’s being a player than…well I’ll be acting like the rest of the girls by being clingy and crying over him; so I refuse to give him that much. Also, I argued with my dad a lot yesterday so he spent the night at Maritsa’s house and so I wouldn’t be alone feeling down and sappy I called Jenna and Alyssa and we had a sleepover, miraculously Alyssa was allowed over.
We went wild. We had like 4 pillow fights, a few silly arguments, a food fight and more. We ended up sleeping in the basement.
This explains why right now we are in lunch detention; because there were no alarms in the basement and we all over slept and got to school late.
I’m sitting in a desk where Jenna is sitting on top of and Alyssa is in the desk next to us.
“No, sorry I can’t say I have.” Alyssa answers.
“Yea, I haven’t seen him either.” Jenna adds.
“Ugh! Did he just disappear off the face of the planet? And do I sound desperate?” I ask.
“No, babe you don't. You sound like a girlfriend. Just send one text saying ‘look if u don't wanna talk its ok but don't forget to tell me u don't want to.’ Or I don't know something like that.” Jenna advises.
“I sent like 3 texts already. Two yesterday and one today; I’m not sending another one.
“No, don't.”
I roll my eyes and rest my head on Jenna’s lap, its blocking my desk.
“Ok. You all can go now.” The detention douche announced.
Me, the girls and about 4 other people got up and left.
We got some food from the vending machine and went outside to the parking lot where I know we’ll find Michael and the guys.
We said hi and started chatting. I made sure not to mention John, except to Eric, and I let Jenna ask about him. I know it may sound a bit childish but that’s my way of making sure if something happens, he will never know how much it hurt me. Because the fact of the matter is, I missed him once we gave that kiss goodnite on Saturday—well Sunday morning—and I knew I had to let go of his hand. That’s why I stole an extra kiss.
But now I don't know what to think.
JOHN’S POV!
I park up in front of my house hoping no one is home because I know if I see my mom or my father hell will surely break loose in me.
I go inside and after making sure I was alone I go to my room and throw myself on my bed.
My life is so exhausting and problematic I bitterly think to myself.
I just got back from a visit from a social worker in the hospital. Jaime got hit really badly by mom, again, while I was with Jess on Saturday and she’s in the hospital. Of course people are asking questions again.
