It is cruel, you know, that music should be so beautiful. It has the beauty of loneliness of pain: of strength and freedom. The beauty of disappointment and never-satisfied love. The cruel beauty of nature and everlasting beauty of monotony...
Mitch...
Well. Welcome to the spoilers and face reveal and stuff. Let's get right into it.
1) I wrote the first chapter after I had self-harmed for the first time in over a year
Yep. It was originally sort of like a rant but then I decided to use to write a story.
2) 'Sad Song' was my favourite song at the time and the song that gave me inspiration to write this.
3) Jerome was originally going to die in a car crash or something. But I just couldn't do it.
4) The performance at the Christmas concert thing was originally going to be the end of the story because I couldn't think of more. But then I talked to Chloe about it and she helped me come up with a plot to end it.
5) Originally, Ty was never going to rape Mitch again, just get him alone and almost do it, but Jerome would come in to save him.
6) Ty is Deadlox for those of you who didn't figure it out.
7) Mitch was never going to go to a mental hospital. He was going to be even more fucked up. But I just couldn't do it.
8) If number 7 did happen and Jerome did die, I was planning on The Pack moving in together to protect Mitch.
9) MoonDust by Jaymes Young was originally going to be sung, but I decided against it due to my Merome fanfiction MoonDust. It will play a large role in the end of that book.
10) Jayden from the mental hospital is IRL me.
Um that's all I can think of at the moment.
Now, face revel!
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And yeah
So, random facts about me.
- I am a DemiBoy
- everyone at school thinks I'm adorable
- people squeeze my checks a lot
- I have a serious nail biting problem. I bite them so low I lose feeling in my fingers sometimes.
- I am not telling you my real name.
- I have pretty neat legs, except for my thighs.
- my hair gets really itchy when I get anxious.
- I'm a Buddhist and I believe in God. Like, I don't worship God or anything and I swear and stuff all the time, I've only been to Church a few times and I hated it. I just think he exists, in some way shape or form. And yes, you can be Buddhist and believe in God at the same time. Buddha isn't God, he was a person that is someone to look up to.
- I can play the Piano, Saxaphone, Flute, piccolo, Irish whistle, and a little bit of the drums and guitar.
The first one I learnt was the Alto Sax when I was 8 years old. so it practically gave me an advantage because I then knew how to read music. In two years, I literally mastered it and was the lead sax in the band I was in with a bunch of 12-60 year olds.
I grew bored of it though, so I started the flute and piccolo when I was 11. I was really good at it as well. I was the lead in the duet I did with a 13 year old at an end of year concert.
I once again, mastered it and got sick of it so I picked up the guitar when I was 12. I didn't end up doing it for very long because I don't like playing guitar much. I taught myself how to play the Irish whistle and Drums.
When I was 6, my mum bought me a Keyboard. I started teaching myself how to play it. It was only when I was 13 that I started to get lessons. Ever since then, Piano has been my all time favourite. It's an instrument that takes a long time to learn properly and you can play so much, I think that's why I'm in love with it.
Though, I really want to learn the violin.
- My fingers are tiny, making it hard for me to reach the octave on the piano without bumping the keys.
- I used to do Ballet, and I was pretty good at it too, I danced with the year above me. I quit though cause it was too girly for me.
-I used to tap dance. I really miss tap dancing, I loved it so much. It is so much fun. Even now when I'm standing around I sometimes do some tap dancing moves. It stuck with me. We had to leave due to me changing schools.
-I did archery and came 3rd in the state in 2014 and 1st in my states 'Olympic Games' in 2015. It was 3D archery too. We would go out and shoot fake animals with our compound bows. I quit that too cause I got bored.
- I like drawing
- The first Minecraft Video I ever watched was by The Yogscast. I remember when j used to be so obsessed with them I would watch every single second of their Tekkit Series, MoonQuest, And the dirt factory one, can't remember what it was called.
#RetiredYognaught
-The first person from TeamCrafted I watched was BajanCanadian. it was a video with Preston and Rob playing the hunger games. I still remember it after all these years.
-The first Skydoesminecraft video I watched was with Brice, Ty I don't remember who else. They were playing a game where they had to dodge the arrows falling from the sky.
-The first ship I shipped was Skylox
-I used to be and am still obsessed with Enderlox/Skybrine/WitherMU/Bodil666
-Setosorcerer left 2 months after I fell in love with his content
-My favourite Sidemen are Simon, Vikk and JJ
#Stopvikkabuse
-I am obsessed with Benja and Jerome. They are really funny irl and when they swear.
- Adesa is the only straight ship I ship
-I used to watch DanTDM
-I have been diagnosed with Depression
-I hate myself
Well, there is a lot of random shit for you guys to know about me :)
The epilogue will come out in a few days by the way.
