Sometimes your best friend, no matter if you have a boyfriend, or a husband, or kids, or a mom, your best friend is all you need. And it sucks when they're not there anymore.
Have you ever seen it? Watching the girl you love, love someone else.
I told her that i would wait, but i couldnt. Id do anything for her, but waiting to hold her, kiss her, call her mine, thats hard to do.
Alex's Pov
I love Jack. But I also love Jack. That made more sence in my head.
But, jack, hes dead and, i have to accept that. But, when i was with him, i felt like hes the only person i had. Who made me smile and laugh. He made me feel so special.
But with Jack, hes alive, and he makes me laugh so hard and smile from ear to ear. I feel like hes the person im meant to spend the rest of my life. I love him. Alot.
🎶 i love you like a love song baby 🎶 Jack called me
me: "Hello?"
jack: "would u like to go with me to dinner tonight?"
Me: "id love to" smiling from ear to ear but he couldnt see that.
Jack: "okay, 7, sharp"
It was 4 now so i had enough time to lay here, in bed and listen to music.
Since nobody is home, i connected my bluetooth to my radio and blasted one of jack and jacks songs on soundcloud. Indoor recess. One of the only songs that got to be out there.
I hope jack is still thinking about going on doing music without jack there. I mean, i wouldnt, but jack he loves music, and Johnson told him to continune. I love their music. They started to grow a small fanbase over the year. About 5 million followers on all there social media.
Fans have started cutting themselves and one tried killing herself, it was horrible but me and jack and sammy took a trip to go see her and her family. Got to save a life.
But, i just hope jack goes thru with being solo. Hes so talented and deserves to be heard more.
The next song was my favorite. Cake by the ocean.
Me and jack would always listen to this song and dance like we werent gonna have feet tomorrow.
He would always say "can have ur cake by the ocean?" And we laugh and make more dirty jokes. I miss him so much.
For the next hour i spent my time dancing and singing. I tried looking for something to wear, said no to everything.
I texted G And asked him if it was gonna be fancy. He said no, we are going to one of your favorite places.
I went thru my moms closet and found a white crop top, and a flannel. (My mom wears our clothes) i grabbed those and ran back to my room.
I grabbed the white high waist shorts. I grabbed my bra and thong. And took a shower.
About an hour later.
I was finally ready. All i had to do was put my white and red converse on.
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