Sometimes your best friend, no matter if you have a boyfriend, or a husband, or kids, or a mom, your best friend is all you need. And it sucks when they're not there anymore.
Freaking out. im freaking. today is my wedding and im freaking out. i have my dress, Andrea, kelsey, and lexi have their dresses. i have my shoes and my cake and my friends and family.
where are my kids? oh right there with the gilinskys. which is weird, cause im gonna be a gilinsky.
"yup,one an hour. you have to sit down so i can do your hair"
oh no. "was i talking aloud again?" kelsey nodded.
i sighed and sat down. "im so nervous, what if i mess up?"
"youll be fine, as your maid of honor, im suppose to keep you calm and you arent making my job easy" i nodded.
"okay, im calm" kelsey put jon bellion on and that calmed me down.
"okay" kels turned me around.
"kels, andrea, woah"
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"my hair, guys, its amazing"
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"knock knock" i looked up and saw wes and jessey. "guys i havent seen you in forever" i got up and hugged them.
i stepped back from them and they looked at me. i smiled. "wes, your girlfriend did this" he looked at her smiled. "thats my girl" she got red. wes walked over to her.
"so, i guess its too late?" i laughed. i nodded. "wow, you are so beautiful. jacks lucky"
"thanks jess" he nodded. "well, me and wes should be going, weddings about to start" he winked and left.
i kept shaking my hands and did heavy breathing treatments to calm my anxiety.
"hey, i thought i would walk you down, i know im not your dad, i know i wasnt the best, but id like to be the person to walk you down" since my dad came back, hes always been nice to me my mom and jack and jacks family and my kids. hes really showing hes sorry. thats all i wanted.
"of course. i was really hoping you would" he smiled.
lexi and mark went out first. then andrea. then kelsey and shawn. they all looked so good.
