I Still Miss You//Jack J

"Tour, Fans, and Fam"

"hey honey, you almost done packing?" i nodded. 

about a week after i met ricky, he invitied me on tour with him and everybody. i couldnt say no, first, tour. never been on one, second, this is all for my fans, and second, its my youtube family. 

i leave in two days, havent spoke to jack about it, every time he comes over, i hide the stuff in my moms room. 

i went on my phone and tweeted "i love you guys, more content is coming. hopefully tours. never forget that i love you" 

i remind my fans, everyday, that i love them. and they remind me, they love me too. 

"alex" i look up from my phone and see the one person ive been dieing to see. Johnson. 

i smiled. "how are you" he nodded "im good. so your packing for tour, tell jack yet?" 

i shook my head. here comes the lecture. 

"alex, you have to tell him, what if he got offered a tour deal and he didnt tell you, you would be pissed at him, you cant do that to him" 

see?

"jack, im telling him, just not right now" he shook his head. "alex, if you think hes not gonna support you, your wrong, he loves you, and will do anything for you, he supports everything you do. tell him" i looked down, i know jack is right, but i dont feel like the time is right. 

i nodded my head. "okay, good, now, i gotta go, but i love you and dont forget that" 

"wait" he stopped and looked at me. "it feels like you only come here to lecture me, and teach me a lesson" 

"thats what im here for" then he disappeared. 

i shook my head and laughed. "i miss you johnson, everyday" 

"hey babe" i jumped and turned around. Jack. 

"hey babe, what you doing here?" he smiled. 

"i havent seen you in two days, i missed you" he hugged me and i hugged back. "i miss you to" 

"alex" 

"mmhm?" 

"why are there clothes everywhere and bags out?" i sighed "jack have a seat" he looked at me confused. "i know, that i shouldve told you, but ricky dillon invited on tour with him and the others. i cant pass up this chance to go out and see the world and see the meet my fans. they are a family to me jack" 

"so, tour, fans, fam?" he asked, wondering why im doing this.  i nodded. "tour, fans, fam" 

"so what am i ?" he looked at me like he didnt know if we were dating or not. 

"jack, your my boyfriend, your probably the best thing that has ever happened to me. since jacks passing, you have helped me thru so much. being there, being my pillow, and the kisses, hugs, love. your the one thing that has me up at night thinking, wow, im so in love with him, his smile, his grin, his jawline, his laugh,eyebrows,  arms, the feeling i get when he touches me, the feeling  i get when i see him, hear his voice, think of him, the feeling i get when im with you, is so unexplainable. Im so in love with you, you have no idea. so please, dont ever question where you are in my life. god, jack, you mean so fucking much to me. so now that you know, please dont ever ask me that again, unless its a revelent question"

i looked at him and he looked at me. "so why didnt u tell me? because if you thought that i wasnt gonna support you and love you and say hell ya go for it, ill be right here when u get back, then your wrong, because i love you, and i support everything you do, and im so proud of you" 

i smiled and lunged into his arms for a hug. "i love you" 

"i love you to" and i meant it. i really truly meant it. 

"so, when do you leave?" i handed him this paper ricky sent me and i printed it. it had all the dates and times on it. he looked at the paper and then looked at me. "two days?" 

"jack, why are you getting so mad?" he sighed. "im not, okay, me, you movie. suicide squad, that movie looked great." 

i nodded and smiled. 

i just hope this tour goes well. 

wishing johnson could be here to go on tour with me. 

A/N HEY GUYS. I HAVENT UPDATED IN AWHILE. BUT IM BACK. AND IM TRYING TO UPDATE EVERYNIGHT. IF NOT, I WILL EVERY OTHER NIGHT. IM TRYING GUYS. 

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