I Still Miss You//Jack J

"oh my god"

beep beep beep beep 

i opened my eyes, i realized, im naked. I jumped up and saw jack next to me. 

"oh my god" realizing what i did with jack last night. 

i get up, letting jack sleep, and slip into the shower. 

i got out in 5 minutes and went into the room changed and ready for work. 

i went in my room and realized i still have jack in my bed, and my mom might be home.. great. 

"jack, babe, wake up, i gotta go to work and you gotta leave before my mom finds out what we did" he got up and got dressed. "do you want me to drive you?" 

"ya, can you?" he nodded. "i also gotta pick up kelsey" he nodded "ya, no problem" 

we walk down stairs and see my mom. uh oh.. "bye mom" i kissed her cheek and started to walk out. "hey, alex, we need to" she stopped for a second. "we need to talk later. okay? so come home right away from work, alone, please" my heart dropped. uh oh. i nodded. 

i ran to the car and sat there. "do you think she saw us?" jack asked. "i think after we fell asleep she came in to check up on me, and saw us naked in bed together" i looked at him. 

"are you regretting it?" kinda getting loud. "jack, last night was amazing, i dont regret doing it with you, im just an idiot, i should've known, she checks up on me every night" 

"why you so bugged? your 18, your aloud to have fun and do whatever you like to" 

i nodded. "your right, but one of my moms rules, if you want to have sex, you have to wait till marriage, and if i catch you, in my house, in bed, naked, with a boy, then your out" he put his hand to his head. "damn" i nodded. "ya" 

"well, babe, she said, if she catches you in bed naked with a boy, just say im a girl" did he just...

i nodded, "ya, babe, jack, i love you, but please, shut up" i laughed and kissed him. 

"okay, lets go pick up kelsey" 

"so, your mom caught you guys naked in bed together?" i was telling kelsey, jessey and wes what happened. 

i nodded. "i think so, she stopped me on my way out this morning and told me i had to come home after work alone, so we could talk" 

"ooh, yaaa, your dead" jessey patted my shoulder and walked away. "ya, good luck with that" wes did the same. 

"thanks for the help guys" i turned around and said to wes and jessey. "im sorry b" kels hugged me and we were interrupted by a costumer.

"hello sir, what can i get you?" 

"is there a Alex Rodriguez here?"  i nodded. 

"yes, may i ask who you are?" 

"im her father" my heart dropped. my mouth was wide open and i couldnt move or speak. i havent seen this man since i was very little and i dont remember a thing about him. all i remember is him leaving. i remember, watching him walk out of the door. 

ya, a three year old, how can somebody remember that after 15 years, trust me, if it was your dad, youll be able to remember something that. 

(A/N, i know that is a sensative topic for alot of people, there parents leaving, and i dont have any experience with that, but its just a story and im sorry if i offended anyone)

"so, can a dad speak to his daughter please" 

"dad? she doesnt have a dad, and the man she came from, he walked out on her and her mom, so, no, she doesnt have a dad, and no, you may not talk to her, now, please leave, i have costumers waiting to be served" he nodded at me. 

"well, can you just tell her to give me a call" he threw a piece of paper at me. "please" he said very rudely. 

"excuse me?"i said chasing after the guy.  i looked towards the costumers. "im sorry, KELSEY, will be right with you" they all looked at me and all said it was fine. 

"what?" he turned around and spat at me. give me 5 seconds and i swear, 

"okay, just because you can treat my mom like crap for years, then leave, doesnt mean you can walk into my life, into my work, and give me disrespect, i dont know who you are, and i dont know who your parents are, but im pretty sure there very ashamed. and ya, i always wondered what it was like to have a dad, to go camping with, or do fun stuff with, but im glad it was just me and my mom, i wouldnt want you near 5 feet from me or my mom" i was so confident in that mini speech. he looked at me and slapped me. 

i grabbed my cheek and almost fell to the ground. "you would've been the luckiest little girl to have me as a dad, but no, i wasn't there, i wouldnt want to be for two little sluts" out of no where, he gets tackled to the ground. 

a guy is on top of him and is punching him. i took a hard look at who the guy is, and then i realized, it was jack. 

"oh my god, JACK!" jack wouldnt get off of him. wes came out tackling jack, getting him off of "my dad" 

"i swear, come around here again, im gonna kill you" jack screamed at this guy. 

"it" looked at me, looked at jack and walked away. 

i dont know what it was, but i broke down in a puddle of tears. i suddenly felt two bodies on me. 

i looked up and saw jack and wes. "hey, hes not gonna hurt you again, okay?" i nodded. "ya, and if jack isn't here next time, im here, okay?" i nodded again. 

"thanks guys" they nodded and we went inside. 

if only i had Johnson here with me.