I Still Miss You//Jack J

"3 weeks"

3 more weeks.

3 more weeks till i get these kicking babies out of me.

Its  saturday. 9:30am. Jack is still sleeping. And i couldnt sleep all night.

Jacks parents are getting home in 2 weeks, to be here for the  baby and help us out with the wedding.

My mom and me talked the other day. Worked everything out. Cried, alot. But we got it all together. We agreed that me and my mom would go back to normal and i wouldnt have to see my dad.

And today marks 3 months since ive seen johnson. Its sad that he isnt even trying to say sorry. Or maybe i am crazy and just never saw him.

At the moment, shawn, rupp, nash and jack are Putting together the kids rooms. And then next week, kelsey and andrea are planning a surprise baby shower for me.

It wouldve been a big surprise but jack has a big mouth when it comes to stuff like that.

We put melodys crib on the left side and put finns on the right. Painted melodys, pink with butterflys and hearts. And Finn had trucks and superman on the walls.

Jack walked over to me and hugged me from behind. "I cant wait to see our little gilinskys"

"We're gonna be parents soon jack" he nodded. "Indeed we are" i felt him smile. Which made me smile.

Everyone was in the living room, talking and eating.

"So, did you guys write your marriage vows yet?" I looked at rupp and shook my head. "I mean, i started. I didnt finish"

"What about you jack?" He looked up from his food. "Oh, ive been done with those?" My mouth dropped. "How?"

"Ive been waiting for almost a year to marry you. I kinda dont have to write it down. Its everything i have ever wanted to say to you. Everything on how i feel about you, how i feel when we kiss, when we hug. When we touch. That parts the easiest" i smiled so big. Awes were said from everybody.

"I love you jack gilinsky" we kissed. "And i love you furture alex gilinsky"

All smiles. All smiles when im with him.