I Still Miss You//Jack J

"i love you oh so very much"

That show was. Amazing.

We did skits, we did truth or dare on stage, we did songs, Jc made a special appearance and did his skits and backflips. (He didnt land on his neck this time) it was amazing.

At the moment, we were trying to figure out what to do. Ricky, Andrea, Trevor, Rickey, Jenn and also Jack B, Kian and Jc and I were in the hotel room.

"Im gonna make a prank call video, whos in?" Ricky set up his camera.

"Im gonna prank call connor" i took rickys phone and called connor.

"Hello?" Connor answered.

"Hey connor" everybody is looking at me.

"Is this alex?"

"Ya"

"Oh hey whats up"

"Um connor, i have to tell you something and you gotta give me your honest opinion"

"Umm, okay"

"What if i told you, that the other night, when you came to the show, that we both were so freakin drunk, and we hooked up, and now im pregnant with your baby"

"Well, i would have to tell jack first of all, and second, im so gay, not even alcohol can make me hook up with a female. And if it did happen, im leaving you and the baby" everybody laughed. "And goodbye" he hung up.

"Well than" i said in a miranda voice.

"Connor always have the best responses to prank calls" we all laughed.

They contiued with the prank calling.

"Okay alex your turn, pick a name"

I looked up away from the bowl of names. And i got jack. Great.

I picked up a thing i had to say to him. And got "do you wanna get married?"

My mouth opened alittle. And my eyes got wide. Everybody is laughing. And kian looked at me. "Alex, whatd you get?"

I just looked at it. I didnt say anything. I didnt move.
"You dont have to do it, if you wanna pick another one"

I snapped out of it. I shook my head "no, ill do it, it just kinda shocked me, and plus, i want it to mean something, i dont want our marriage on a prank call. Ricky can you cut this part out? And i can do another person, i have a great idea" he nodded.

I put jacks name paper in the bowl and picked another person. I got nash.

"Haha, this should be fun"

I called and he answered "hey alex"

"Hey nash"

"Whats up"

"Wanna get married?"

"Alex, are you feeling okay?"

"Ya, im feeling great, so yes or no?"

"What about jack?"

"We're still dating. But i wanna marry you" he laughed. "Okay, im down"
I laughed. "Alex"
"Ya" he laughed even more. "Is this for a prank video?"

I laughed so hard. "Ya it is"

After the last person was called. Ricky let me use his camera.

"Okay, i gotta call jack"
I put my phone on speaker

The first ring went on, no answer. 2nd, no answer. 3rd.

"Baby" i smiled so big.

"Jack"

"Oh god i miss your voice"

"I miss you to. Btw, dont say any thing you wouldnt want anybody else to hear, im with the others. And its on speaker" i laughed.

"Okay" he laughed.

"Jack"

"Baby"

"U know i love you, and you mean the world to me, and i know we are only 19 going onto 20 soon and i know the guy suppose to do this kind of stuff, but i love you, so much, more than words can describe. More than actions can describe. And i want to spend the rest of my life with you, and this baby" i looked at the camera and smiled.

I continued. "We are so young, and but so in love, so what im saying is-

"Alex, Marie, Rodriguez, i know what your gonna ask, and before you finish, i love you oh so very much, like you said, more than words and actions can describe. And i do want to spend the rest of my life with you and that baby. I want you so much. I want to wake up next to you every morning and smell your horrible morning breath" we all laughed. He continued. "I want to call you my wife, i wanna show you off to the world, how lucky i am. I wanna be able to look at you, and say "wow, how did i get so lucky, to have a beautiful wife and a beautiful baby that me and my wife made. I love you"
"Jack Finnegan Gilinsky, Will you marry me?"

"Of Course. Now get home so i can kiss you and hug you" i laughed. "Soon, a month and 2 weeks"

"Ugghhh, thats along time"

"I miss you"

"I miss you to"

"Now go get some rest beautiful, ill see you soon" i smiled.

"Okay, jack, i love you"

"I love you to" we hung up.

Acouple of nights later, i added on to the video and edited it in the video.

i looked at the camera.
"Wow, okay, so you all might be wondering what the hell that was. Ya, im pregnant with jacks baby, and now im getting married. Alot of you are going to disagree with our discions but please respect them. And please respect us. We still love every one of you and we are never leaving you guys. And you all know how mad i will get if jack even tries or thinks of leaving you guys"

"This is a family, and we're gonna stay a family" jack said over the phone.

I nodded. "I love you guys" we both said. i clicked off and sighed in relife.

"Okay now gotta tweet this"

"HEY GUYS. Special update video soon, might be as soon as tomorrow. KEEP A LOOK OUT. LOVE YOU. - Alex.

I wonder if J is here, just not showing himself. I miss him. And i wonder if hes gonna respect our desicions.