moan ♡ d.l [#wattys2016]

twenty-seven

why is this story getting shittier and time skips?

what do i add when harley is in that position?oh, jovana went out, got herself drunk and fucked another guy. no! if you wanna read, read, if you want to say something, say.

2 weeks later

"hey, why is everyone so sad?" i questioned jay and amira who were sitting on the couch with teary eyes. i took the last sip of the coffee and threw the plastic cup in the trash.

"harley hasn't woken up" jay choked out. my brows furrowed in confusion. amira started crying.

"what do you mean?" i asked, switching my weight to my left leg, leaning on it.

"jovana! harley is dead!" jay yelled.

"i-i-i...." i ran to her room to see she's gone. i started to panick and i started to cry, scream, hitting the wall and pulling my hair. basically getting very violent.

"you're lying! why are you lying!" i pounded his chest and screamed. amira tried to hush me, but it wasn't possible.

"calm-"

"BITCH I CAN'T STAY CALM!" i yelled at her. thankfully she understood why i yelled.

jay didn't even move, he just glared at me like this is my fault. "you, you were the one who needed me" i poked him and left.

i got inside the elevator, still crying, and pressed the top floor. i walked to the stairs and ran to the roof. i took a deep breath, and walked further to the end of the roof.

"twinkle twinkle..."

"little star, c'mon you can do it harley"

i screamed out of sadness and rage. "WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!" i screamed. i sat on the edge and started hitting my head. i pulled at my hair, i hit myself and it was time.

i was starting to get dizzy. i felt like i was going to fall to the endless space, nowhere. i needed no one, i always made everyones life miserable and always will. i wiped my tears and looked down. i took a deep breath as i started to lean in.

"no"

"no jovana, don't"

more tears poured like a waterfall from my eyes and i couldn't stop it. i leaned in and turned around. the only thing keeping me up was my hands, which were holding the roofs edge.

"good night mommy"

i cried more and more. my breathing slowed down and i looked down. i felt somebody remove my fingers and i quickly looked up. it was jay with a smirk on his lips. my vision was blurry, but i know it was him.

i let go and i loud scream left my mouth. jay waved his hand, still the smirk and everything went black. everything.

"daddy's getting married"

"mommy, the dollies head rip off"

"mommy, i'm stuck"

"daddy! look!"

shitty chapter but im emotional and i cried while writing this. im the worst writer, thanks boo. this will continue AND IF U DONT LIKE IT, PLEASE REMOVE THIS FROM YOU LIBRARY AND READING LISTS TO MAKE YOURSELF A FAVOUR.

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