moan ♡ d.l [#wattys2016]

nineteen

adrian ^^^

two years later

i layed with harley next to me. i was stroking her hair as she hummed something. she was four year old and i can't believe that exactly two years ago, i told derek i had a baby.

speaking of him, he tried apologizing and everything but i made a bet with daniel and i won, because i didn't talk to derek in two years.

speaking of daniel, he's in college right now and i haven't seen him in a while. i moved in bahamas, because i was feeling like i needed something new and i knew that bahamas was the place of the new start. daniel is in new york.

jay and i broke up shortly after being two months together. apparantly he was still together with amira, his ex that helped him raise harley.

harley has grown into me. she calls me mom and loves me like everyone should love their own mother. i love it when she huggs me or kisses my cheek. i feel happiness only pure happiness.

but then there are times like this where we both just lay down thinking about life. she plays with a teddy bear as i just hold her close and think.

i have found a new guy, but i want to take things slow. i don't want to jump onto another guy after i broke up with a lot of others.

i've met many people here, jack johnson, jack gilinsky - who is the guy i grinded on at the party i got raped or whatever-, madison beer -she's sometimes annoying- and i'm still keeping in touch with swazz, sammy, stas, tez, kehlani, nate and anjali.

and of course my soon to be boyfriend adrian. things are complicated and i want to take it slow as i just said. we kiss and all, we haven't had sex and the farthes thing we have done is when he ate me out. i was sexually frustrated and i just couldn't contain myself anymore.

"mommy, someone knocked" harley's touch zoned me back in. i shot a smile and got off the bed walking to the front door.

adrian stood behind it with flowers and a smile on his face. "hey" i greeted with a smile and a stare at the flowers.

he handed me the flowers. "these are for my queen and this is for my princess" he handed me a teddy bear for harley.

he leaned down to kiss my lips. i kissed back smiling shortly. he pulled out biting my lip gently.

"adrian!" harley yelled running onto him. he picked her up and spun her around. "i brought you something" adrian said with a baby voice.

he handed her the teddy bear as she just squealed in excitement. i smiled as i let out a happy laugh. well, laugh's are always happy but this is different.

"my own daughter" i smiled at her as adrian let her on the ground.

he leaned closer to me and snaked his arm around my shoulder. the smile on my face grew bigger by the moment. "yes, yes she is" he kissed my head smiling.

i turned around to hug him fully. i just missed his big comforting hugs. "when do you want to go on a date with me?" he asked.

"umm, i don't know" i giggled placing my palms on his shoulders and standing on my tip toes.

"how about i pick you up tomorrow at... eight?" he watched his watch and smiled.

i know, you're probably thinking that they're always smiling but i feel like a little family. better than my own family. a little, cute and loving family.

me and adrian are not even together if you think that. but me and harley make a cute little family.

i felt adrian hold my hands and kneel down in front of me. oh my god will he propose? what will he do? help me oh my god. don't freak out don't...

he took a black box from his pocket. oh my fucking god! i'm gonna die!

"jovana, the first time when i landed my eyes on you, the world went by slow motion and blurred but only you were there smiling the smile i love. i guess it's time for me to say my first ever i love you to a special girl. i want to give this ring to you that'll promise that i will not cheat on you and i will stay with you no matter what." he opened the box revealing a ring with a small diamond on it.

"will you make me the luckiest guy and let me make you mine?" he asked.

i nodded my head uncontrollably before he slid the ring on my finger. i started feeling the tears threatening to come out of my big brown eyes.

he laughed kissing my lips. "your mine" he picked me up and smiled, kissing my lips more.

"your mine" i kissed his lips. i lowered my head to his jaw and neck, kissing the skin of them slowly and gently.

he let out a small moan before placing me down and letting me continue.

"is mom and adrian married?" harley asked sassily knowing she would tell her real father what really happened.

"no, we're just together" adrian shot a smile at her.

she smiled back walking to me. she pulled me by hee strong grip on her hands around my arm. i followed her to the kitchen.

"can i tell daddy about this?" she asked, trying to act serious.

i let out a small chuckle nodding my head. "but he says he loves you everytime we speak" i stopped my actions and froze there thinking that he still loves me.

of course i've been stalking his instagram and he seems to be in bussiness with another girl. but i don't care anymore, i have adrian and adrian has me.

what could go wrong?

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i can't update for a long time, maybe a month or so, but these little updates will come in the picture because im going in a road trip and ecuador wit the fam and its finna be lit.

im leaving tomorrow and im leaving this short update in here. i love you all and sorry for the long waiting. at least my first name isnt rolf.

-aalyah