moan ♡ d.l [#wattys2016]

six

jovana

i woke up the next morning, again all hungover. i stood up immediatly feeling all bad so i ran into the bathroom to vomit.

i felt a hand rub my back as they held my hair away from my face. i looked up to see derek.

"derek? don't you have a girlfriend?" i asked.

why would he be here with me when he has her?

"jovana, drink this" he said avoiding the question "i remember when i saw you for the first time, i honestly thought you were innocent as fuck, but i was wrong" he chuckled.

"well people change, cause i was innocent. you changed me, you made me too addicted to you" i said drinking the advil and standing up to brush my teeth.

"how am i t-"

"lemme take a shower" i stopped him hopping in the shower.

after the shower, he was sitting on the bed all tensed up "derek?" i asked.

"i broke up with bianca" his face softened as he looked up to my face "apparently, she was fucking john behind my back"

"but, how am i the problem to everything a girl i fucking like?! i have never done anything bad" now hes back.. all tensed up and shit.

"derek! don't you understand. your my drug i can't just leave" i sighed.

"you were talking about a guy, you said you loved him" he shook his head "who was it?"

i tried to remember what did he mean by that. i was drunk, i can't remember.

"i don't remember" i said.

"who was it?" he asked getting closer by every word.

"i, don't, remember" i said with a pause in each word.

he smirked placing his hands on my shoulders "hard? too hard" he laughed.

"what the fuck are you on, puta? drugs? pills?" i asked getting his hands off of me.

"you, your my drug, as you said i'm yours you're mine" he whispered.

"you on some shit" i said opening the closet to see this is kehlani's brother lukas' closet.

i decided to take his white shirt, he's in army whoever cares.

"no jovana, i'm speaking the truth" i laughed at that.

"derek, please" i said.

he started getting closer to me seductivly and gotta admit, it was kinda scary.

"derek" i said just above a whisper.

he just smirked playing with the hem of the shirt i was wearing "jovana, relax"

"no derek, i'm not in the mood" i said pushing him away.

"jovana" he grabbed my wrists tightly.

"ow derek, you're hurting me stop!" i yelled.

"jovana!" he yelled.

"derek stop!" i screamed tears falling from my eyes.

i felt a stinging sensation on my cheeck. he just fucking slapped me.

"FUCK YOU!" i screamed.

"JOVANA!" kehlani and derek screamed trying to wake me up in the midnight from my awful dream.

i sat up quickly panting hard as tears fell from my eyes.

"what is this?" derek asked lani.

"ronnie" she sighed grabbing me as i shaked.

"jovana, you're here. you're with me and derek" she tried calming me.

derek gently pushed lani off of me, hugging me tightly. i hugged him back letting tears fall from my eyes.

"babygirl, it's okay" he whispered in my ear.

"are you going to hurt m-me" my shaky voice whispered.

"no, never babygirl" he whispered back.

"good" i nodded my shaking head laying back down.

"night baby" derek kissed my forehead.

"night" i whispered falling back asleep.

derek

"what was that?" i asked lani as we walked away from the room.

"she had this boyfriend ronnie, they were happy until he got drunk one day and then she started drinking. it was a morning after her hungover he tried to rape her. she has been having these dream recaps about it" she sighed "good that she didn't get so far than the other time"

"what happened the other time?" i asked.

she looked down with guilt in her eyes.

"kehlani" i have learnt her name if you ask.

"i almost let her kill herself" she shook her head.

i stopped and just looked at her.

"i was mad with her, so we went to sleep with anger. next thing i know shes crying and screaming down stairs fighting with herself. i stood there watching her as she was about to do it, i wasn't stopping her. but then she saw me and smiled weakily so i stopped her"

"lani" i said as she looked up when i cupped her face.

i leaned it and so did she. our lips smashed together as my hands roamed all over her body.

"what the hell!?"

sorry. again. a cliff hanger. fuck me.

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and bye for now babes

-aalyah