moan ♡ d.l [#wattys2016]

twenty-two

i drove to a hotel that was across the city. i texted derek what happened, but he didn't even read the messages. harley is still asleep and i layed her on the bed. i'm here on my phone and thinking about everything that just happened.

my phone started ringing, i picked it up fastly because of harley. sammy was calling. i haven't seen him in 5 months actually.

"hey sam" i talked quietly.

"hey jovana. how are you?" he asked, he sounded high as hell.

"i'm doing fine. you?"

"i'm with derek, smoking and getting lap dances from hot girls" i felt him smirk across the other line. i rolled my eyes, typical fuckboy derek.

"are y'all in a strip club" i sat criss cross on the sofa and listened to his answer.

"yeah, my boy derek is going in to the private room with two girls" sammy cheered for derek after saying that horrifying sentence. to think he actually changed.

"oh, tell him to let the girls suck his dick at the same time. always been his dream" i joked.

"okay, wait i'ma go tell him" i heard shuffeling and muffled voices from the other line. my eyes widened, he's actually going to say that?

"hey derek, let the girls suck you at the same time, jovana said it was one of your dreams!" he semi-yelled to him. the music was loud, he probably didn't hear him.

i rolled my eyes as sammy's high laugh filled my ears. "he said okay" he laughed.

his laugh always made me smile, it was adorable. with his dimples showing, like harley's. i loved sammy as my best friend. i didn't have problems so i didn't have to open infront of him in 5 months. wow.

"is you dead?" his voice interrupted my thoughts. i let out a laugh of the though of high sammy, maybe even drunk, or both.

"what strip club are y'all in, i wanna come by" i asked sammy, waiting for his answer.

he said something and then answered. "we are in the strip club by the bar called black eagle, and sure, come" his voice sounded welcoming. welcoming to a strip club. oh god.

"i just need someone to watch over harley, i'll come in 20" i informed him before hanging up. i dialed kehlani's number and she gladly answered immediatly.

"lani lani at your service best friend" her voice sassy like always.

"can you come over and watch over harley? things with adrian went down and i'll tell you later. i'm a single mama and i need to party" i told her fast.

"sure, tell me where you at" she said.

"i'm at motel italiano, where they serve the best italian food. come here fast" i rushed to her and she agreed.

"sure, i'm a few block's away from there" she said and hang up. i stared at my outfit.

black highwaisted booty shorts, white crop top, socks and black yeezy's... it can do.

i waited for about 10 minutes of scrolling down my dm's in instagram. i got a call shortly after answering a dm.

"lani my girl" i said to her.

"what floor and door" she asked panting.

"girl, did you run? and floor 7 room 792, not far away from the elevator. at the right" i explained.

"understood, see you babygirl" she hang up.

i continued to answer my dm's. there was a knock on the door after 2 minutes or so. i opened the door and saw lani with bag's of mcdonalds and some toys and movies.

"hey baby, i'm in a hurry. i'll talk to you later. love you and a big thanks" i hugged and kissed her cheek.

"have fun, but not too much. don't forget to smoke" she winked.

"haha, bye bitch" i laughed and ran to the elevator. i pressed on the bottom floor and waited patiently.

-

"hey jovana!" sammy yelled over the music, "took you 30 minutes to be exact" he smirked and annoyed me. he succeeded.

"nice joke sammy boy. where is derek?" i asked as we walked to the bar. too many naked girl's in this club. ew, but nudity is art so gotta respect man.

"derek is still in the private rooms. i never told him you were coming so he'll be up for a surprise" he wiggled his brows.

i took the shot of vodka and redbull and chugged the burning liquid down. "we actually fucked in the hospital" i let out.

"ooh, get some" sammy smirked. i rolled my eyes and chugged another shot that was infront of me.

"would you fuck me?" sammy asked randomly. i looked at him in discust, but later i shrugged looking at him up and down.

"you're good looking so why not, but i've fucked too many guys." i shrugged.

"how many?" he challenged.

"three... or two, i'm not sure" i chugged the fourth shot, feeling the alcoholic tingels in my body.

"i have fucked too many girls, i can't even count them" he laughed. oh god, that just isn't nice. yolo?

"you're hurting their feelings, to be honest" i told him chugging the 5th shot. my body can't take all these 8 shots maybe.

"they give good head so who gives a shit?" he chuckled.

"feminists?" i chugged the 6th shot, oh god, i'm gonna fall.

"well should i apologize?" he asked looking down.

"yeah, let's make a deal. i'm gonna find you a girl who you can fuck everyday and call her baby, if you apologize every girl you've fucked?" i asked.

"yeah, i want to be tied down once" he shrugged giving in. yes.

i chugged the 7th shot. i feel like i'm gonna explode and puke any minute. be ready.

"you're pale..." sammy stared at me and my pale skin.

"i'm gonna make it to this 8th shot, m-maybe" i slurred. my vision started to get blurry, and now come's the faze i can't remember anything.

-

derek

"

drink! drink! drink!" i hear cheers and screams. i walk closer to see a girl holding a shot, and seven other empty on the counter. i start chanting aswell.

"drink! drink! drink!" i see sammy so i closen up to him. "who's she?" i asked.

"jovana" he smiled drunkely and i saw her drink the 8th shot. wow, that's my strong girl.

"WOOHOO!" i hear her scream. i stare up to her face seeing her smile more and more.

this night is so gonna be extra.

i woke up for suhoor and i'm still awake and it's 3.50 am and suhoor ended at 2.40 am and im thirsty... bye

-aalyah