moan ♡ d.l [#wattys2016]

thirteen

jovana;

"jay?"

he was standing there by the door, looking like he did when i have last seen him. after ronnie of course. about a year ago.

"jovana, i love you. i cannot control my feelings anymore. te amo, love"

i stood there, my eyes traveling to a tensed up derek. i walked down the stairs to derek and grabbed him by his hand bringing him to jay.

"i can't say i lost my feelings for you completely, but... i love derek now" i grabbed derek's face and kissed his lips gently.

it was hard to pull away from those - oh so heavinly - lips.

"i bought you a house, love. i did everything you asked for, what does he have that i don't?"

"jay, he has time. he has time to be with me, listen about my feelings, listen about my day, time to say he loves me and then fucks another girl, he has time. you, you were so caught up on a stupid job that didn't give you any success other than hooking up with girls and getting me out of OUR apartament and buying me another" i gave some more voice on that word our, other than this whole sentence came from my fragile heart that everyone loved to hurt.

he stared into my eyes one last time before walking outside of that door.

i sighed and closed the door walking back upstairs to take a shower and get ready.

-

"where are you going?" derek asked taking a bite from his green apple. i love green apples.

"somewhere to run away from my thoughts" a sigh escaped my lips as he ate the tasty green apple.

"i know what can get your thoughts away" a smirk was thrown onto his lips from god to make him look godly.

"what could possibly..." i paused for a second until it hit my mind, "no derek, your dick has to wait. a lot has been going on and i don't need your dick ontop of those things."

a smirk continued to play on his lips. i let out an annoyed voice and walked to the front door. "love you" he laughed at my annoyance, which was nothing to laugh about... douche.

"love you too" i let out closing the door behind me.

i had to much in my mind to think about. jay being back in town, loving derek and being in love with derek. too much.

-

i walked back inside from my 30 minute run. i walked inside the living room seeing lani, anjali, daniel, peter, mia, jay, derek and mia's husband lorenzo.

"what is going on?" i asked placing my keys on the table.

"we are discussing mia's wedding" peter smiled to mia.

nice.

"okay" shrugging, i walked in the kitchen taking a bottle of water.

"you aren't coming here?" mia asked.

no.

"no actually i'm going to take a nap" i lied.

i'm actually going upstairs to watch netflix and be on my phone.

"jovana, you don't have to be a complete bitch to your sister" peter said.

hold the fuck up.

"excuse you. you come into our house and start bossing around, it isn't okay and i shouldn't be calling this our house, i should be calling this mine and daniel's house because none of you petty fucks aren't here." i paused pointing at mia and peter, "i don't know why the fuck don't you guys move in florida." i rolled my eyes.

"she is talking the truth man. i've been shutting my mouth for the better, but i'm starting to think it was for the worser" daniel chuckled.

"you want me out, why didn't you say so. we aren't living in a hotel in florida, we bought a house without you and daniel." mia sassed.

"well bitch get out of my damn house. mama is ignoring me, cause of you two fucks and you two aren't even marrying eachother," i chuckled pointing at lorenzo and mia, "why lorenzo fucked anjali's older sister if you would be marrying each other"

"fine. you'll miss us" mia scoffed.

"don't flatter yourself, or how do they say daniel?" i asked him, remembering our inside joke.

"i hope you rot in hell mia" he smirked and my jaw opened as i laughed, "by the time mia, peter, lorenzo and mama get out, i want you out" daniel announces walking upstairs with me.

-

"are you sure mi hija?" my mom asked caressing my cheek.

"it's easier without my drama and i want to keep daniel. i love you and papa, and i'll miss you and papa" i hugged her smiling.

mia scoffed in the back. i raised my middle finger to her smiling, her eyes widened at the sight.

i pulled away from my mother as she smiled. "i'll miss you two" she ruffled daniel's hair.

dad said goodbyes and so did mom. now the two devils. ew.

"bye" i waved to mom and dad ignoring mia and peter closing the door.

"you're a savage" daniel laughed.

"yea i know... and we are moving too" i smiled.

derek walked behind my back and kissed my neck gently. he placed his chin on the crook of my neck smiling. "where?"

"i don't know yet, but what i know is that us three are moving" i smiled.

"yea and i'm fucking you later" derek whispered seductivly.

i smirked as daniel jumped excitedly walking upstairs.

"oh trust me, i'll ride you like no tomorrow" the smirk on my lips, widened.

"really, let's go and see" he grabbed my hand kissing it.

"sure" i said innocently.

i'm about to be sore as fuck.

(a/n; smut next chapter)

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