moan ♡ d.l [#wattys2016]

seventeen

jay

"okay, why is jovana here? i invited her and she knew that she gonna meet you" lani explained pointing at me.

my eyes traveled to jovana, eating the burger and moaning because of the taste. i'm jealous of a burger. "question, why am i feeling awkward?" i asked still looking at jovana eating.

she stopped eating and looked at me like i'm dumb. "why you askin'?" she questioned.

i rolled my eyes playfully as she scoffed. i was going playful but she is serious. "stop fighting love birds" lani sighed. jovana shot her a death glare. lani raised her hands up in surrender and mumbled an apology.

"whatever. how you doing jay?" jovana asked me. you see why i fell in love with her?

ronnie, one of my cousins who i hate, was with her. he beat her up and i saved her. literally. i was her hero. literally.

"good, what about you?" i smiled a short smile without showing teeth.

she smiled back. "good" she took a napkin and wiped her mouth after she finished the burger. she is so beautiful. and a good fuck.

"when did you come back from italy?" jovana furrowed her eyebrows. lani was on her phone.

"about two weeks ago. i was afraid that you moved away and i couldn't see you" i confessed.

she giggled. "yeah and my dad came very rude at you" she looked away.

"it's okay, i mean i would be like that if i would be a dad" i chuckled.

she chuckled nervously. we have something between us. something very interesting.

"anjali burned the fucking oven," lani groaned, "i gotta go. text me after baby" she hugged jovana.

i stood up letting her get up and walk away. i sat back down after jovana said bye. "wanna go out from here?" jovana asked.

"sure" i nodded my head. i stood up with her and we walked away.

"so, how's she been doing?" jovana asked shakily and slowly.

"good... i'm not gonna judge you jovana. i know why you left us" i tried to comfort her.

"no you don't understand. leaving something what you made behind it's not easy," she sighed, "does she have a mom? did you find another girl?"

"i'm sorry. she's left with her dad only. does derek know?"

"no, i'm scared to tell him." she looked down.

"i've been taking care of her for three years, isn't it your turn?" my jaw was clenched. obviously i took care of a kid.

"boy, my mom or my dad neither my entire family doesn't know. yours knows" she pointed out.

"still jovana. do you even know her name?" i asked slightly irritaded.

"harley" she answered.

"yesterday was her birthday? did you know that?" i asked her.

"yes, how could i forget. i tried to not remember and i succeeded" she gulped.