Zayn's Maid

Chapter 34

Perrie's P.O.V

Eventually I gave up on sleep and decided to go downstairs, hopefully to forget the strange nightmare.

It meant nothing...didn't it?

I lit the fire and lay on the couch in front of it, watching as the flames wriggled and grew bigger. It was still pretty dark and my head was telling me to sleep, but something was keeping me awake.

I felt a hand ride up my waist and ribcage, pulling the loose strap on my bra down my arm.

"Why you up so early baby?" he asked softly, sitting on the end of the couch.

Baby...

I didn't want to hear it, the word made me feel sick and not just physically but mentally ill!

"I...I couldn't sleep," I whispered, pulling him onto the couch with me.

He wrapped his arms round my body and kissed my shoulder gently, my skin cold no matter how hot the fire was.

"God Perrie your freezing," he shivered, rubbing my arms to heat me up.

I shuddered and curled up even smaller, trying to trap the heat in.

"Maybe we should take you to a-"

"No!" I cried, squeezing his hand tight," don't say it!"

I had never been to see a doctor since that time at the POG when I was five with chicken pocks, not a pleasant experience. The doctor touched me in places I didn't want him to and I never went back...no matter how ill I was. I had never trusted men until now, Zayn had been my first.

"Have you got a phobia of doctors or something?" he laughed in my ear.

"Something like that."

I didn't want to tell him as I knew he would overreact and hunt that pervert down, I assume he's gone as he was pretty old.

But now wasn't the time to dwell in the past, I had to think about the future and what mess I may have got myself into.

* * * *

Zayn made me breakfast, a simple bowl of cornflakes and dry toast. The milk left a sour taste in my mouth and made my stomach churn, I knew what was coming. I ran upstairs and did a repeat of yesterday, my body shaking and empty again. Zayn stood in the doorway and looked on sadly at me, sighing frustratedly.

"Perrie I really think you should see a doc-"

"NO!" I screamed, vomiting more.

"But we need to find out what's wrong with you!" he said firmly.

I looked up at him with my tear stained eyes, he really had no idea.