Zayn's Maid

Chapter 58

Perrie's P.O.V

My head was spinning as we rushed down white corridors, the harsh lights stinging my sleepy eyes. I cried loudly as the sharp pains rushed through my whole body, the midwifes trying to calm me down.

"Zayn! I need Zayn!" I screamed, kicking my numb legs.

"I know honey, just stay calm," said a young woman, maybe around twenty five.

I squeezed the metal bars by my sides and felt an urge, one of the midwifes stopping me.

"No, not yet! Please darling, I know it hurts but-"

"Hurts?! I'm in fucking agony!" I cried.

They took me into a small room and a red-faced doctor rushed in after us, rubbing his temple and the bead of sweat off his forehead. I was breathing heavily and his eyes widened at how young I was as he checked my details.

"Okay Perrie, just calm down. I'm just going to check what exactly is going on right now," he said slowly.

I nodded and he started prodding me all over, propping my legs up in an awkward position. They squirted cold liquid on my stomach and massaged it in, the black and white picture making me sob. I waited and waited for the heartbeat and I vomited when there was a long silence.

"It's gone, isn't it?" I cried, looking at the doctors agonised face. I turned back to the midwifes, the black screen, slowly stroking the white body shape with my finger.

"I...I'm very sorry," he muttered, the midwifes heads facing the ground with sympathy.

My whole body went limp, like I had lost my own life. I rubbed my still bump and remembered the last time it moved, the last tiny flutter I ever felt inside me.

"Where's Zayn?" I whispered, ignoring the pain.

"He'll be here soon," a nurse said sadly, close to tears herself.

"We really should begin," the doctor interrupted and I began to panic.

"Begin? Begin what?" I cried.

"Well Perrie...your having um...contractions, your waters have burst. Your going to have to-"

"No! No, I can't do it! I can't let it go! Where is Zayn?!" I screamed, trying to get up and find him myself.

They all rushed towards me and held me down as I kicked and fought against them when Zayn ran in suddenly, looking puffy-eyed.

"Perrie..." he gasped, running towards me and kissing my forehead, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."

Sorry yet again...this is kinda odd to write xxx