Chapter 57

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Perrie's P.O.V

I was halfway through a bag of cookies when there was a knock on the door, I groaned and peeled myself off the coach, slowly waddling my way along the marble floor. They knocked again and I started to get agitated, rolling my eyes I flung the door open. My jaw dropped slightly and we stood awkwardly in the doorway, unable to find words.

"I...I'm not here to stress you out," He said quietly, "I just want to apologise."

"Go home Niall," I replied dryly, about to shut the door in his face.

He caught it with his large hand and glared at me through the small gap between us.

"Please? Let me in," he cried sadly.

I winced and kept my doubled weight against the door until he pressed hard, making me wobble slightly as he barged in.

"Niall get out!" I whined, pulling at his white tank.

He pulled me into him and held me close, a whiff of sweetness and sleepless nights surrounding him.

"Zayn doesn't deserve you," he whispered, "I could...I could love you more than him. No, I do!"

I pushed him off me and shuddered as the jolts got stronger and faster in my belly.

"Niall...Niall get out, leave me alone. Please, just go!" I pleaded, getting frustrated as I couldn't defend myself.

"Perrie just listen to me!" he shouted, grabbing my arms and giving me a shake.

"No! No I won't listen!"

He kissed me and I felt the squirming inside get uncomfortable. I freed my hand and slapped him, running into the living room with my abandoned cookies. I was sweating and dizzy from the sudden shock of it all and fell beside the fireplace, knocking a glass over in the process.

"Perrie? Perrie come out here! What's going on in there?!" Niall screamed weakly from the other side of the door.

I began to pant and my lower stomach ached.

"L-leave me a-lone," I gasped.

"Perrie let me in, I won't hurt you!"

I rubbed my bump and crossed my legs uncomfortably on the floor, a rush of pain flushing over me. I screamed and breathed in and out like the mums on One Born Every Minute, everything a total blur.

"Shit, Perrie! You have to let me in, I-I'm calling an ambulance!" Niall called, starting to panic.

"Hurry!" I moaned, my back arching as red liquid flowed out of me.

It wasn't time, it was far too early. I didn't know what to do. I could feel the life slipping out of me and I cried I pain and fear.

"Niall it's too soon!" I screamed.

"I know babe, I know. I am so sorry," I heard him cry from outside, loud rasping sobs so clear it was like he was sitting right next me.

I tried to crawl towards the door but felt too crippled to move. I lay on the floor and cried silently, knowing I had lost it but still holding onto the last bit of hope.

"Zayn..." I whispered again and again, "Zayn..."

The next thing I knew there was a team of people in bright yellow coats surrounding me, waving in my face, feeling my body.

"Perrie? Perrie are you okay? Can you hear me?" A flustered woman asked.

I shook my head and groaned again, kicking my legs and they lifted me onto a stretcher.

"Will it be okay?" I asked drowsily as, altogether, they lifted me out of the living room.

She didn't respond and my lip trembled, Niall appearing by my side.

"Perrie I'm so sorry," He whispered, his eyes red and cheeks wet.

I blinked at him and cowered in the light and cold of the outside world, my whole body freezing stiff. They carried me across the driveway and into an ambulance, strapping me in tightly. I still shifted around uncomfortably and groaned as Niall sat nervously biting his nails. He took my hand and squeezed it, looking reassuring but doubtful.

"It will be okay...won't it?" I whispered and he cried.

It all happened so quickly I felt disorientated, confused..but I knew the tiny being inside me didn't have much time.

"C-call Zayn," I mumbled as I drifted off, the cramps easing with the drugs they had stuck in me.

The last thing I remember was Niall nodding and clenching my hand so tight it hurt more than my stomach, the trembling hands holding his mobile as he cried to Zayn...

Sorry for the depressing chapter :/

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