Age is just a number, right? (a harry styles fanfiction)

chapter 27

I've added the song that Izzy listens too in the taxi. One of my fav songs

Carly xx
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I am Sitting in this taxi all alone wondering what has just happened.

How can I go from blissfully happy to totally betrayed and heartbroken.

Maybe I should have stayed and fought or even given Harry a chance to explain. But to have her saying these things about her and Harry hooking up when he was in town made me want vomit, It made me realise in that split second that I am so so different from her and from Harry, and that I had to leave.

I had given everything to Harry and told him about my dark past, the past I had hidden for a long time. And here I was feeling like someone had ripped my heart out.

As the car drove towards LAX I looked out of the window with tears falling down my cheeks. I plugged in my ear phones and played Rd Sheerans Give Me Love to gather myself, but I knew I had to get as far away from him as possible.

I shook my head trying to get the image of them out. But no.. there it was ingrained...

I had to call Poppy, I had too. I took out my phone and scrollef to her name. I hesitated for a couple of seconds, but decided to call....

*phone rings*

"Oh shit.... shit.... Hello?" Pops answered..

"Pops it's izzy, sorry to call you now" I answered her trying to hold in the sadness and sobs,

"Don't worry darling, iz are you crying?, what's happened?, where's Harry" she threw so many questions at me.

'I'm leaving iz, I can't be here anymore. I need to fly home. I can't be here with Harry and that stupid barbie doll" I was gripping my phone..

' Iz what the fuck has happened?, what do you mean your leaving, which barbie doll" As Poppy spoke down the phone, I heard Niall asking in the background

"What the fuck has Harry done, gimme the phone!"

"Niall, no, woo ok" as niall took the phone from poppy.

"Iz, babe what's happened, what's Harry done" niall sounded pissed off

"It doesn't matter now, I'm going home niall" I replied with sadness in my voice.

"Izzy, c'mon please tell me" niall pleaded with me.

"Ugh fine.. we got back to cals and found The wonder that is Kendal fucking Jenner stood in the living room waiting for Harry.

Harry dropped my hand as soon as he saw her, she was there for a hook up, and said that he loves her and told me he had down graded from her, basically being a twat, a few things where said and i called her a jumped up botox filled bitch and i needed to leave" anger filled me now.

"Kendal?, why was she there. Fucking bitch thought she could work her way back, iz I'm gonna call Harry he needs to tell me what the fuck is going on, and I'm sorry, but fucking hell, jumped up botox filled is bloody funny" niall laughed

" Niall, I know, it's all I could say. Please don't call him.

" I don't want to know how she knew he was here. And what the fuck did she think was going to happen.. he hasn't been over here since dating me.

You see Niall this is why I had my doubts all along about me and Harry"

" He is so much more than this. I'm just a normal girl, from England. And then there is her. Look at her Niall, how the hell am I meant to compete with her for fuck sake. She is a model, fit as fuck and everything I'm not" I held back my tears totally deflated.

"Oh iz. Babe, your 10 times more of a woman than that bitch,

" Your honest, hardworking, caring have a good geary and you've never ever let the fact we are One Direction fase you",

" I have seen how you are with Haz, I've seen the way you look at him, they way you are with him, like he is everything and more too you.

"And I've seen the same thing with him for you. He worships you iz, he is always going on about you, which is sickening actually, he is so different since you came along" he told me straight.

" Niall, i am so in love with him it kills me". Funny actually, he told me today he was in love with me. And I was stupid enough to belive him"

"I never ever thought someone like me would be lucky enough to have someone like him fall in love with me. That I deserved someone like him in my life"

"He knows about my past. I told him tonight, the reasons why I have so much self hate and doubt. He fixed a part of me i didnt know needed fixing, but after tonight, it's all a lie.

"He isn't in love with me at all, he didnt even follow me" I sobbed into the phone.

Pops spoke, it seems Niall had me on speaker phone.

"Oh izzy, lovely, he is so in love with you. After seeing you together for the first time tonight, I saw the chemistry between you. He is madly in love with you.

"What happened to us should not dictate what should happen to us now. Your a beautiful person inside and out. I think you need to speak to Harry, I don't think leaving without telling him will kill you both, isn't that right niepie" she asked niall

"Niepie?" I asked chuckling

" fuck off Martin. Seriously, you need to stay and call him"

"I don't think I can, he clearly doesn't want me" I told her straight

"Iz, call him. Your in love with him. That should be enough" niall spoke up

"Ugh, ok, I'm gonna go. Don't worry I won't be leaving straight away. I need to sort this out" I said kind of persuading myself.

"Good. Call me later. I love you iz"

" I love you too Pops. Thank you for everything, and you niepie" I said chuckling

" yeh yeh, love you too Martin, now hangup me and miss dustbin mouth have things to do"

" did not need to know that. Thanks for that. I'll call you".

As I hung up I had to get the courage to call Harry.

Here goes, it's now or never.

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Sorry it's short.

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Carly aka isabel 😋 xx