Age is just a number, right? (a harry styles fanfiction)

Chapter 18

As I stood in front of Harry trying to process what we had just said to each other I found myself smiling like an idiot and wanting to burst into laughter

I brought my hand up and slapped my forehead palm down and laughing..

Harry looked totally confused by my sudden hysterical outburst

'Iz, babe are you alright". Harry asked raising his eyebrow at me and pointing to me

"Am I alright?.. Jesus Christ Harry, do you realise where we are now after saying what we just said to each other?" I asked while trying to calm myself

"No Iz I don't actually" Harry said matter of factually and looking somewhat hurt

"Harry we have just said that we are in love with each other. your a super star singer in a band. Has the world at his feet and well... I'm just me, a midwife from London, with as much talent as a walrus" I said tilting my head to the side

Harry gave out the loudest laugh I've ever heard from him

"Izzy did you just compare yourself to a walrus?" he asked shaking his head at me

"Why yes, yes I did Harry.. See I'm not normal, you need to get out while you can before I rub off on you"

"Iz, you already have babe, I don't plan on getting out from this" he said gesturing between us

"And in no way should you ever compare yourself to a walrus.. your beautiful, sexy, with beautiful eyes that make me forget myself and everything around me. And god your smile... Your smile could cure world hunger, the way your eyes crinkle when you really laugh and how your whole face lights up and how your eyes sparkle, it's one of the many things I love about you.. I don't know how I can prove to you what I see when I look at you" harry said sighing and shaking his head

This whole statement had me stunned, totally speechless

Here he was, one of the most amazing and beautiful men in the world, adored and loved by so many, and he chose me. chose to fall for me. Wants me, he can see past all my insecurities.

"Harry... jesus.. do you realise with what you have just said, I've waited so long for a man to want me like that, to see past all my shit, and still want me, and to actually love me. I've always been guarded with men before. maybe it's due to what happened to me when I was in school.."

"What happened to you in school Iz?" Harry cut me off concerned

"You really want to know Harry?" I asked raising my eyebrows at him

"Of course iz, I need to understand why you see yourself the way you do, and have been so guarded" Harry told me as if it was the most obvious thing in the world

"Ok I'll tell you but we have dinner, and I need to get ready" I replied quite bluntly and as I turned to walk away, Harry grabbed my arm

"Iz come over and sit on the bed with me, we have time, and it's obvious that it's something that's affected you now. I want to know, I want to know about all of you good or bad" he said rubbing my cheek while I leant into his hand. I looked into his beautiful eyes and sighed

"Ok then harry, let's sit and I'll tell you"

And with that we sat on the bed facing each other and he reached for my hand and kissed it.

Here goes then iz, tell your story.......

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