When I Love, I Love.

part 18

I got home after that meeting that day and I felt really down and sad so I decided to do a Skype call with rita, honestly I missed Connor a lot and so I started going through all our pictures on my phone, he got me a snapchat account and even an instagram account, I know we're in the jet age and stuff buy I don't believe in all this social media things...

I'm not old, I just know how to spend my time properly because these social media are just for people to be fronting how they feel, in other words, they just manage to suck all the life out of you...

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At home, I had fruit punch and lemon pound cake before I watched the remaining episodes of arrow, This series just always had a way of keeping me on my feet, I couldn't sleep off even and so I just decided to go out for a drive, I put on black bom shorts, and a sweat shirt, I decided to drive down to the mac Daniel club around my office, I got in there and sat at the bar, you know bar tenders often have really good advice to give concerning certain emotional issues, so I ordered a dirty martini with a splash of grape in it "whoa, you're having a hard time aren't you? A dirty martini and you want to drive home?" I thought I would be in the mood for all of this but I wasn't, I even hoped to see Connor here but I didn't "nothings wrong, I just want something to burn my tummy before I go to bed tonight" do I had another drink, 'on the house' , I paid and I left the club, outside I heard voices and one voice stood out, it was Connor's voice and I heard him with a lady whose voice I couldn't quite recognise "she is kind of a mess" Connor said as the lady giggled away as if that was the funniest thing in the world, I don't know why but I had a feeling they were talking about me, so I just got in my car and drove, I went straight home and I got into my hot tub and increased the bubbles in it, a hot and long soak was exactly what I needed, I came out after a long time and then I got into my robe and slept like a child

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The next day was Thursday, my off day and before rita and Connor came into my life, I used to lie in bed every Thursday but not today, today I had a hair and nails appointment, fixed by no one else but rita, I know I'm rich and all but it'd my money she paid with and I'm not a fan of wasting money, definitely not! I dreaded the shower I took that morning because things just seemed to go so slow on thursday, I grabbed my wallet and my little strapped bag as I went to the pool at a themed park in my neighborhood, I wore my blue romper with a white kimono all over and my bikini strapped tightly to my body, my house was way too lonely, I think I need some staff to work here so that I won't be bored all the time but I know that getting staff would make me 10 times lazier, considering I don't work out frequently, I need the little exercise I get by running some errands and that was how I dismissed the idea of getting staff to work at my house.

It was a really long drive before I arrived at the place, it's actually an animal reserve but it had a beach and several pools since it was hot in denver at this time of the year, I didn't go on a tour because I had to remember my hair appointment by 4, it was just 10 and so I had all the time in the world to myself

"Party of how many people" the lady asked in a bored tone "one person please" I answered in the same regard, people thought I was rude okay not thought, people kniw I'm rude, I can be mean as hell to anybody but nobody seems to be mean enough to me, the thought of this made me smirk really widely "take your ticket and step away from the counter" I took my ticket but didn't step away "you need to step away from the counter ma'am" the lady repeated more aggravated, this didn't even make me budge one bit "you need to be nicer to people" I said as I giggled and walked away just so she doesn't call the police on me, I mean I'm too pretty to go to jail😭😭

Just kidding, I'm too successful to be in jail, okay yes I know what you're thinking, I'm really proud well yes! I'm proud because I used to be a nobody, but now, that nobody is the somebody that everybody wants to be, This is the irony of the world, no matter how successful you are, your money, fame, riches and success can never buy you happiness if not, I would be the happiest person on earth😳😳😳