Tutor- Mashton

Chapter eleven

Ashton's pov

As soon as those words left my mouth I instantly regret it, it made me sound like such a freak, I bit my lip and looked at Michael who just looked very confused "wait what?, voices?" I gave no reply but an nod, Michael began to look more confused and gave out a small chuckle "voices? ash don't be silly" at this point I gave out a frown "you don't believe me?" "Ashton cmon now, this is serious. I know you don't really wanna tell the truth but I can help you" "Michael i'm not lying!" I shouted and started to get angry "I'm not lying when I say that I have voices in my head telling me to do things! i'm not lying when I say that they throw insults at me almost every second of the day! i'm not lying when I say they are making me doubt my whole existence of being alive!" I chucked the math books off the coffee table in rage "Ashto-" "No Michael! you don't believe me! just go!" I looked at Michael who did nothing but stare at me like I was insane "go!!" I shouted with now tears in my eyes, and he did, he didn't say anything but mutter something I couldn't understand and walked out of my house. leaving me yet again alone, alone with the demons, also known as my thoughts.

I yelled all my frustration out and chucked one of the math books at a vase on the coffee table, my mum was going to go insane at me but right now I just don't care!. not even a second later I felt my phone buzz in my pocket, assuming it was Calum yet took my phone out anyway, but it wasn't Calum, it was Luke, a glint of hope had rushed through my body until I saw what the message had read

Luke- glad to have got you out my life faggot. you may think that no one knows but I have proof that Michael was in your house not even minutes ago. forgot the deal with Josh and Tyler eh?, shame, I guess the whole school will now find out your dirty little secret.

The tears just rushed out from my eyes even harder and my body shaking insanely, I chucked my phone on the other side of the room and all I could hear was my phone vibrate of texts, I didn't dare to look, at least half the school knows by now and I'm just not ready for that.

I slid down the wall with some glass from the vase around the room and curled up while breaking down and screaming into my knees, I grabbed a piece of glass and removed my bracelets and dragging the glass across my skin many many times, it's like the world went into silence, but not for long, not until I just about heard the noise of a car door close and lock, the opening of the house door and a scream.

Fuck.

"Ashton! Ashton no! why would you do this?!" I heard my mother say from the other side of the room but ran up to me and embraced me into her arms as she broke down of the sight of me "I-i'm sorry, I-i'm so so sorry" I said just as I could feel myself go faint and the darkness overtake me as I collapsed into my mothers arms.

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Hey guys! ooh look at me with the double update lmao. but yeah, this chapter was done by me and idk but I really like this chapter, almost cried at the end cause..i am a saddo, butttttt anyway, i'm not sure when the next chapter will be up since Kitty is on holiday and might not have time, but if she asks me to do the next chapter, I shall gladly. I love you all very much and stay safe xoxo