Tutor- Mashton

chapter twenty one (pilots, lmao I had to)

Ashton's pov

I woke up with protective arms wrapped  around my waist and the feeling of my hair being stroked, I turned over to my over side to be face to face with Michael. our lips just cms away from touching "morning angel" he said softly into my ear "morning mikey" i said back, just as softly yet quite. I slowly sat up and checked the time on the clock wall, school was going to start soon and I bite my lip nervously "you'll be okay baby, i promise" my cheeks tinted a light pink at the nickname and nodded while getting up "I need to go home..to get changed" "nonsense, you can borrow some of my clothes" Michael said and got up "i'm too fat for your clothes" I mumbled to myself and looked down. I felt two fingers lift up my chin, to be greeted with the sight of Michael's protective and loving eyes "you are not fat at all ash, you are perfect the way you are" I knew there was no point verbally responding since it would never end so i just nodded slightly even though how much I wanted to believe him, I couldn't.

I watched how he went over to his wardrobe and got some clothes out for us both and passed some to me "the bathroom is the first door on the left if you wanna change in there" I nodded and said my thank you, and walked into the bathroom. inspecting every inch of it, clean and tidy, also very white. I looked at the clothes Michael had given me which was a pare of small black skinny jeans and a normal black jumper of Michael's size but would be oversized for me, however I took off the clothes from yesterday and changed into the clothes Michael had let me borrow, the jeans were a little too big and the jumper covered up my hands but fuck it. It's Michael's so that's all that really matters to me. I walked back to Michael to find him already dressed "ready?" I nodded and followed him down the stairs "do you want breakfast?" even hearing the mention of food made me want to throw up "um..no thanks" "are you sure?, cmon ash i was with you most of yesterday and i didn't see you eat once" he said and walked into the kitchen, I let out a sigh and put my clothes from yesterday in my bag and sat at a breakfast booth in the kitchen, Michael placed a plate of toast and vegemite infront of me with a tall glass of orange juice "cmon, you'll need it, besides your an aussie. you can't tell me you don't like vegemite" he said with a chuckle and sat down besides me, eating.

so many calories.

too many calories.

you will get even more fat.

Michael will hate you if you eat it.

The voices said to me, I felt Michael's gaze glued onto me, so I slowly picked up one of the pieces of toast and took a few bites, I could instantly feel it rising back up in my throat so I rushed out of the kitchen and into the bathroom, throwing up the very little amount of food into the toilet. I heard running from behind me and my back being stroked, after a short amount of time of throwing up my guts, I let out a sigh and flushed the toilet "I'm sorry" I mumbled "no no no, ash don't be sorry. it's not your fault, we don't have to go to school" I shook my head and got up "it will be fine..but thank you", I walked out of the bathroom and down the stairs and grabbed my bag, Michael close behind and following the same actions. I began to walk off but the sound of Michael's voice stopped me "ash silly, the car is not that way" "car?" "yes car, I'm driving you to school" he said and took my hand into his "but people in sch-" "fuck those people" he replied and got us both in the car, driving away to a place called hell.

Despite the little bump that happened at Michael's house, the car ride was pretty pleasant, we talked about bands, and lessons that suck at school. The ride was around 20 minutes long and Michael soon parked I opened my mouth to say thank you but Michael cut me off before I could even talk "don't thank me Ash" "how did you know I was gonna?" "i know you" he said with a chuckle which made me giggle "besides, your too kind to not say thank you" a light coat of pink washed over my cheeks and I got out the car "well thank you still, see ya" I said and walked into school, faintly hearing Michael say bye too. Eyes were glued onto me with disgust and death stares which made the happiness Michael gave me completely gone.

I continued to walk down the hallway and soon heard my name called "ash!" and my arm being pulled into a room, my breathing became more heavy and panicked "hey hey hey ash ash it's okay" I faced to who had brought me in here.

Of course

Calum and Luke.

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