Tutor- Mashton

chapter fourteen

Michael's pov

I have been looking for Ash around the whole school but nothing, I felt bad for just leaving yesterday, I mean the boy needed my help but I just left...

I don't know why I was so worried about the boy. Maybe I had feelings for H-No! Michael you don't!, stop it, you'll just hurt him again!

Maybe he overslept and was late! Yes that's it, it must be. I pulled out my phone and texted Ashton.

Michael- tell me about the voices

I waited for him to reply, but nothing, after five minutes I started to get worried.

Michael- Ashton I'm getting worried over here answer me!

Again no answer, then I heard the bell ring, signalling I had to go to class, but I couldn't. I went outside to the school gate, dialed Ashton's number and pressed call.

Ring
Ring
Ring
Ri-

My eyes shot open when I heard the light quiet hello on the other end., "Ashton! I'm so glad you picked up! Why didn't you answer my texts and why are you not at school?! " oh erm..sorry I was just-" I could sense something else was wrong, he sounded like he had been crying "Ashton have you been crying?" but I got no reply "Ashton Fletcher Irwin where are you?!" "please don't call me my whole na-" "WHERE ARE YOU?!"" I-I'm at h-home.." relief rushed through my body "I'll be right over, Is your mum there?" "no she just left for work" "okay, then I'll be there as soon as I can" I said and hung up before he could disagree and ran over to my car and speed drive over the limit to get to Ashton.

Ashton's pov

I looked up at the roof, Everything seemed so unreal recently, every second and minute just passed away like nothing,I couldn't stop thinking about what Luke said, wanting more 'sexual favors' since when does he have a thing for guys?? Or is this just more violence towards me with no meaning?. I just wish my mum knew a way to make this all stop, but that's not how the world worked. But I have her support, and we have got closer over it, so at least that's one good thing that came over the many bad.

Closer because of pity

I sighed as my thoughts went all over the place before it was all interrupted by a knock at the door,"It's open!" I shouted towards the door while pushing myself up and sitting normally on the sofa, I heard the door open and close, footsteps running closer towards me, getting closer and closer, followed by who I assume was Michael's arms wrapping around me, holding in a tight and protected grip.

"Ashton,Ashton, I'm so sorry. I-i just...." he boy pulled back from the hug and a few tears started to roll down my cheeks., "You don't have apologize Michael.." I mumbled and look down, I felt his hand lift up my chin than holding my face in his hands, cupping my cheeks, wiping away the tears, "yes I do!, I do Ashton! I just left you yesterday- I-I I shouldn't have done that! You're not crazy." "Maybe not in your eyes but one everyone elses I'm just a worthless fag" I said and twisted my head out of his grip and dragged my feet up in the couch crossing them in front of me to my chest and putting my head back down again "Ashton please listen to me!", I lifted my head up to see the taller boy now standing in front of me grabbing my hands pulling me up to stand in front of him, i could not resist him anymore and wrapped my arms around him burying my head in his chest with tears just streaming down my cheeks, I felt his arms hug me tighter around my body "Ashton, baby listen I'm here for you!"

Baby..baby, he called me baby

I quickly pushed him away from me, not from the nickname but him being here for me, he couldn't, no one could, "no! You can't! People have always said that to me and then they j-just leave me! L-like Calum and L-Luke" I couldn't even say anymore without fear taking over me and making me stutter "Ash I mean it. I truly am, please don't freak out" I scratched the back of my neck and not bit my lip, trying not to cry.

"No..sorry.. it's not you..I-it's, it's L-LLuke... Michael looked at me with worried eyes, He got closer to me, grabbed my shoulders and made me look deep into his eyes, "Ashton what did he do to you?" his voice was angry yet stayed calm. I didn't answer just kept thinking of what happened just a few hours ago in the bathroom,I was ripped out of my thoughts as my i received a shake on my shoulders," Ashton!, what. did. he. do?." "He-h-he made me- made me.." "C'mon tell me!, I'm here to help you ash!" "He l-locked me in the b-bathroom and f-forced me..give him a-a blow job.." I whispered but obviously to loud enough for Michael since the room felt into a deep silence and his eyes turned full of rage.

"He what?!"

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Hey guys! I hope you enjoyed! This chapter was done by kitty. I'll probably post the next chapter later on today..I have to go get ready for a job interview and I am currently trying not to freak the fuck out. Anyway I love y'all and stay safe xoxo