Tutor- Mashton

chapter twenty seven

Ashton's pov

"Who is it?" Calum asked eagerly "um its from Michael" I replied with my voice full of sadness, staring down at the text message that made tears rim in my eyes.

Michael- too afraid to reply? , I always knew you were a pussy, you deserve everything you get and remember to stay out of my fucking way faggot.

"Ash? What is it?" I didn't reply but just passed him my phone, studying his facial expression that was full of anger and disappointment "w-what does he even m-mean? I-I was waiting for h-his reply" Cal let out a sigh and wrapped his arms around me "when you were in the shower..he messaged you.." "Saying?.. "Saying that erm.. It was all a prank and that he doesn't um..and to carry on you know..and that he never did um.." "Never has nor never did care?.." I felt him nod and the tears kept rolling down my cheeks.

Calum's arms safely wrapped tighter around my body and mumbled into my ear "please don't go..please don't leave me ash" I didn't respond but move my body closer to his "when is the last time..you..you cut yourself?" "Yesterday" I mumbled and closed my eyes "c-can I see?" I nodded with hesitant but rolled my sleeves up, exposing my torn apart flesh. I heard Calum gasp and choke out a sob, shocked at his reaction I looked at him to see him crying heavily "Cal.." "W-why?! ash! You-you don't n-need to do this! Please ash please! N-no more!" The sight of this Calum broke me even more which I didn't even know was possible "I..I can't stop..but" "b-but what?" "But I can try.. Try and not do it as much" he let out a sigh of relief and nodded fast "please ash please, I'll help you! I swear to god I will help you so much!" "Thank you.." "Don't thank me, that's what best buds are for right?" I nodded, and for once in the past 24 hours I let out a true smile.

Calum's pov

The next day had soon arrived, me and Ashton spend the night watching cartoons and soon falling asleep in a cuddled mess of smiles and tears. Today I was going to talk to Michael and I was not looking forward to it, I'm just hoping that maybe it was just Tyler or Josh that took his phone.

I had just recently dropped Ashton off to his house, he wasn't coming to school today and I didn't want him to either so I told him I would come by later and drop him off some books.

I walked through the crowded hallways of the school and searched around for this coloured hair boy, eventually I found him leaning up against one of the lockers, luckily neither Josh or Tyler was in sight.

He didn't look his normal cocky self, if anything he looked the total opposite but that didn't stop the rage that flowed through my body "what the fuck?!" I shouted right in his face, he looked at me with a puzzled expression "I saw those messages you sent ash! What the fuck is wrong with you?!" "Calu-" "no! The one person that he really really likes just treats him like nothing! I may have started it but I'm here for him now! And you?! You are just a fucking sick asshole!" I ranted and harshly kicked him in the balls, watching him curl up to the ground, letting out a groan and me storming away, only hoping that ash was doing okay.

Ashton's pov (again lmao hi)

I had just spend the past 20 minutes building up the nerve to walk into my house, I mean, I hadn't been there in three days, would they be worried? Probably not.

I took a deep breath and walker in the house quietly, faintly hearing my brother and mum talk in the kitchen, I closed the door and slowly walked to the kitchen door, about to go in but stopped from what I had heard "Mum , Ashton should just come live with me in America, he will be so much more safer there" "Chase no, he still has school and he won't just leave Michael" "oh so what do you expect? You call me telling me all these things that my little brother has been doing and expect me to do nothing?!" "They have the best therapy! He needs it!" He continued, at that point I had enough, anger and depression washed through my body as I walked into the kitchen, facing them both "since when do you know whats best for me? You come here like what? Four times a year and not because you want to see us! There is always a dam reason why!" "Ashto-" "And you lied! You lied again! Y-you are changed! Y-you are like mum and only c-care when something is wrong!" I said as tears started to roll down my face "I'm not moving to fucking America with you. You might as well just leave" I said and walked out the kitchen, turning back and looking at him one last time, right in the eye and saying "I hate you. I fucking hate you" before locking myself in my room.

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Double update! This chap was done by me. sad cal makes me sad, sad ash makes me sad, sad mike makes me sad and asshole Luke makes me mad. Anyway I hope you guys enjoyed this chap done by me!

I love y'all and stay safe xoxo