Tutor- Mashton

Chapter fifthteen

Ashton's pov

"He what?!" Michael shouted at the top of his lungs which made me flinch, he must have noticed since he bit his lip and rubbed my back "Ash..I'm so sorry you had to go through something like that.." I gave a shrug and kept hugging him, wanting to just stay like this, he travelled his arms around my waist gently and rocked us back and forth slowly and sang into my ear which relaxed me and felt positivity flow through my body. After what has seemed like a while I mumbled "you should really get back to school" I heard him let out a sigh, him knowing he should too, there was an important exam for his year this afternoon, I remember Michael telling me about it from the night he came over to say his sorry. "Will you be okay?" "I'll try to be" I answered back with a weak giggle, I felt him kiss the top of my head and grab his school bag "call me later?" I gave a nod and added on "good luck" with a smile in which he returned and left, making his journey to school.

I sat back down and for once, started to relax. Michael coming just showed how much he cares, how much he actually cares about me in ways I didn't think people could. I lay down on the sofa and took my hoodie off, it was getting too hot to wear so I just grabbed a vest that was luckily near and put it on. To others, if they saw my weight they would probably think I was really skinny or underweight, I admit, I have lost a lot of weight and the stack of bracelets that went upwards almost made it seem like my arms were just made out of them, But to me all I saw was pure fat and I was determined to loose more weight. I got myself comfortable and decided to take a nap, my sleep has been shit recently. I soon let sleep take over my body and went into a deep slumber.

"Ashton, Ashton wake up" were the first things I heard and my body being roughly shaked, I let out a mumble, not knowing who it was since I just woke up, probably just my mum "Ashton please." I heard, which made my eyebrows furrow, hearing the voice that belonged to Calum. Calum, Calum!, I quickly sat up and stood up in fear "C-Calum get away, how did you even get in??" I said and slowly looked at him who had an emotion that looked like concern in his eyes when he looked at my body.

Concerned on how fat you are.

"Ashton I'm not here to hurt you I still have a spear key and I'm just here to talk about Luke" "L-luke? P-please don't tell me h-he is here" he shook his head quickly "No ash, I found out what he did to you and I just..I'm sorry you had to go through that, its totally not right" I bit my lip, not knowing if he was telling the truth or not "oh..um..c-can you stop staring please?" I said, not knowing how else to reply and he was anyway, and it was making me feel very insecure "sorry" he mumbled and looked down, I didn't know what else to say so I just watched his actions, he looked deep in thought and eventually lifted his head back up to face me "See you in school?' He asked and I gave a nod, I watched as he walked towards the door and mumbled a quite "I know I fucked up" before leaving the house.

I closed the door after him, I shouldn't have lied when I said I would see him in school. I'm not going to school, I'm never going to school ever again. I can't face people, I can't leave the house, I cant do anything, I'm just stuck, stuck in my house with these demons.

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Hola! This was done by me and I hope you all enjoyed..I love fried chicken, just putting that out there lmao. I love y'all and stay safe xoxo