Maybe because I can hear it
                              Crawling out from under my bed,
                              Pulling down every notebook
                              Memorizing every word
                              Tracing every drawing
                              Learning everything about me
                              Down to the last
                              Sad
                              Note.
                              Maybe I hear shuffling of pages and wonder if they are looking up at me
                              My face locked on this screen, eyes shifting over words to distract me from them
                              Wondering if whoever it is, they look at me different.
                              Do they laugh at me,
                              Or do streams flow from their eyes?
                              Or have they known?
                              Is this no surprise?
                              Have they studied me for hours on end before taking my work
                              And filling their soul even more with me?
                              Why would this be running through my head?
                              I simply wonder what 
the next person would think.
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  