11/1/13

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Dear Diary,

A lot has changed since I last wrote in you. I don't have the time to explain it all, but I will someday. Hopefully before I forget it all. Anyways, I wanted to write because I needed to vent. 

Am I that obvious, if someone asks if you're suicidal more than once, then they're probably not joking right? I hope she was joking when she asked though. If she meant it, then I'm scared others think so as well. She hasn't asked me recently, but I just thought about it now. 

I realized that I could with all the sudden mood swings. I guess someone actually notices my off days. It's probably since she isn't one of the populars, none of 'them' would ever suspect it. If I told aany of them that weren't Sarah, they would think I was joking around. I guess my act is better with 'them' then others. I just hope no one else notices it but her, and that she doesn't tell anybody.

-J

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