Diary from a girl with more problems then she lets the world see. She may be popular, but it's not like it matters when her world feels like it's about to come crashing down. She may not believe in love, but it's not like that'll stop her from feeling it. But what happens when she's tired of only feeling half the time and just being numb the other half, or when she can barely feel anything because she put up her wall for too long, and starts distancing herself away from her friends.. Will things get too out of hand for anyone to save her from herself ? Trigger warning