Dear Diary,
Do you remember when I used to be on a sort of high during school, and would crash when I got home?Well it happened again. I feel so drained now. I got home a couple hours ago from my first speech and debate tournament. It was nerve wracking to say the least. To be honest, I don't feel like I thought things through when I signed up for speech and debate, but I guess I 'll just stick to it and see where it leads me. My partner was extremely encouraging, which I appreciate. We did pretty well. I spoke loudly enough, but it seems that I don't have a problem with that, unlike most new people.
I didn't talk to Mr. New and he wasn't at this tournament. He's going to the next one, and to be honest, I don't know how I'll get through that if I go against him. I now realize, it's so much easier to not go in front of people you know. Katrina was in our round when we had Sp. Ar. She did pretty well, but I stuttered and hesitated, which I seem to do too often. I learned that you should just say what you have on your mind in spontaneous events, not wait until you think the moment is right. JUST SAY IT. I hope future me reads that and remembers that, but I really don't want to do spontaneous events. Sadly I'll have to.
I have a really bad sore throat and cough, but I should be better soon. Hopefully well enough to go bowling tomorrow. It's with Lilian and some other people and I just really want to see people I've been friends with for a long time, I don't know, I just miss the feeling of having someone you know well and knows you just as well around often.
Missing a huge part of my life,
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Dear Diary
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