Dear Diary,
I'm getting more and more used to high school. It's getting easier to make friends and I feel happier. I think I've finally accomplished BE HAPPY on my Bucket List. I forgot about it until Nikki was looking at it and pointed out that I'm already happy. I was used to saying it had another meaning but I think I accomplished it. I feel good. Maybe not ALL the time but more than I used to. I'm more anxious than I am depressed which I think is a HUGE improvement. Hopefully I'll just keep getting better.
There's also this guy. DON'T FREAK OUT. It's not like him. He just seems nice. He's in choir and speech and debate. I first spoke to him at the fundraiser and we've only really ever smiled and waved at each other. Today we actually spoke in speech and debate. He was pretty nice and funny. He was hilarious actually.
Most of today was good, though the beginning was horrid and I thought my day would be ruined. I had forgotten my pencil box at home and forgot to take my books out of my locker before first period. Luckily the girl who sat next to me let me borrow a pencil and eraser. We also didn't need our books in that class so I ran to grab my books before 2nd period. Other than that my day was great.
I was contemplating about joining tennis again. Candace thinks I should, but she's on the team so of course she thinks I should. Lilian doesn't think I should, but that's only because she thinks I should spend my time watching anime. I think Lilian has a good point, not the watching anime thing, but I think I need some free time to do random things and go out with friends. So far the only thing going for tennis is being able to say I'm on a sports team, seeing my friends from other schools when I play against them, and it looks good for college. According to Sam colleges love women who play sports. The last one is what made me even consider joining tennis again, but honestly I think I'd rather have time for myself. I may have found a bit of happiness, but there's a world of things left for me to do.
With hope,
J
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